Кwangяong [Elvin]

2008-03-22T23:50:00.001+08:00

I've shifted.... Changed blog...

Redirect me! ! ! !

Relink me! ! !

=D

2008-03-02T23:00:00.003+08:00

There I was sitting in the cinema watching the "The Leap Years" and through my mind was running with lots of thoughts. Apart, from the love story line, I'd say the environment, the music, the atmosphere... just everything about it makes it feel so me. Strange but I've never really been able to express them in words... only from the things around me. Just happens that this whole "place" seems so familiar.

I guess that's why music relates to me alot. It says all about how I feel even without the words.

Have you ever compared that "you" when you're sitting alone at home after shower with your mind relaxing and wondering through how much your life went past. Compared to the "you" when you're out with your friends, parents or even the spouse? Who of yourself do you feel closer to?

I'm not sure if its a good thing. But the first option is more of me. Well, you can say I'm a person who likes to appreciate the environment around myself. And sometimes I do feel that "lonesome" self, just lying back and dwelling into simplicity of life.

Don't get me wrong, I still love Elle with all my heart and she's the best girl I've met. Though we still have lots of things to learn from one another but if you give me another chance to choose someone else, I'd rather glue myself to her. =D *Love you sweets!

2008-02-18T13:44:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile... did a little thinking...

here's the question.

We live on this earth once...

Would you give up your interest/passion in doing something that you think you can truly excel?

OR

Would you follow what others tell you to seek even though its the best opportunity to them?

One gives you satisfaction and accomplishment while the latter simply provides you the substantial attainment to life.

It has been a question for years and I thought I've answered it. But once again this has resurface...

2008-02-03T22:48:00.000+08:00

Shit happens all the time regardless of where you are or what you do. And things just get that tad bit worse when you're in National Service.

As you progress through time, you seem to have more responsibilities over your men. But not only does your allowance remain the same, you're bounded between your authority as a leader and the people whom you work so closely with and yet you're compelled to justify their actions when its "unlawful". Police catching one another... my goodness.

On the other side of life, things have been quite a ride. One bright side of it is that I just attained my marksmanship and also a sliver timing under SOC's (Special Operation Command) ippt table. Glad that I got that extra $300 this month too! Arrived in my pockets just in time for Chinese New Year.

As for my CNY shopping spree... Well, it wasn't exactly what I had pictured. My "To-get-list" just seemed to be more expensive than I thought! LOL! Well, but it was the scouting with lil chun mei and mum that made it so much more enjoyable.

Oh, even bought myself a shoe rack which had no instructions whatsoever. There was just a packet of different kinds of nails which me and chun mei had to experiment with different options how to assemble that thing together. But as she says... it tests the tension in a relationship. -laughs-

2008-02-01T23:32:00.001+08:00

I have no idea why I'm feeling the way I am now.

Its probably the environment. It could be this period of time. Or it could even be the sheer bad luck that seems to dawn on me.

Nothing seems to go right at all...

What's happening...

2007-12-31T02:35:00.000+08:00

Everyone seems to be doing some reflection for 2007 as a new year approaches. I guess one way or another, we've all moved on. I wish all my friends a Happy New Year! May the coming year bring you success, happiness, fulfillment, and contentment. Lets just do a little self-reflection;

Some of my reflections this year:

- It seems just yesterday when I was struggling during BMT. It was a good experience. But then again... you know I'm lying. HAHA!

- I did what I wanted to achieve this year. Attain driving license and getting my braces. Not that much I can do in NS anyways.

- Love just seems to nurture too. Elle and myself understand one another better. We are just the same as we once began. Which I think its really really extraordinary. And they say feelings change... ha!

My 2008 Resolutions:

- Attain my degree

- Attain my diploma in Music

- If possible.... Get a car (Need all the luck)

- Come up with a career plan which can be a real nutcrack.

Somehow 2008 seems so much more hectic. But enthralling at the same time. Gosh I so cant wait till ord!!!

2007-12-25T03:55:00.000+08:00

Mission Failed.

2007-12-23T21:22:00.000+08:00

Its the time of the year where we gather together and celebrate this "Christ-mas" day.

I want to wish bubbly baby Chun Mei a Blessed Christmas.

I want to wish my Family a Joyful Christmas.

I want to wish my friends Merry Christmas.

And I definately want to wish Jesus, Happy Birthday.

Merry Christmas to All ! ! !

2007-12-16T21:21:00.000+08:00

Day 1 of absence...

As usual, went for work in the early morning... Been trying hard to push myself to at least train up myself for the coming ippt. But as usual it was to no avail given the fact that people like Terence and gang just had to tempt me and eat like 3 times while we met for a supposedly "dinner" which resulted in dinner, coffee and eventually supper all within 4 hours! But thanks, felt great...

Lots of attractive movies have been showing all around the island. Bleagh... cant wait for baby to return then maybe.... and just maybe.... we could have a movie marathon! Somehow I'm kinda looking forward to Chun Mei's return. Honestly, I'm like expecting many gifts which I've got no clue why I might deserved them. Maybe because I'm waiting for your souvenirs from Japan and also christmas presents!!!! *hops hops

*Birthday is coming.... BIRTHDAY is COMING!!!!!

2007-12-14T20:50:00.000+08:00

Yea I know... Its been a while since I've blog. My internet connection has giving me headaches and I've been running up and down Sim Lim! Sigh... the disadvantage of being a computer nerd.

Anyways, Chun Mei is going to Japan tomorrow for her holidays, leaving me here in Singapore alone... =( But know whats the worse thing? She's been saying... "Later SQ355 crash... news will report that there will be no survivors... yada yada yada..." Haha! Such an attention seeker! Cute nonetheless. I do wish her bon voyage, safety, and may she have her very first experience playing in snow! Enjoy yourself ling! =D Whether you're half way around the world, I'll be missing you so bad... -hugs-

Looking back, I realised I've finally went through about 15mths in National Service. Just another 8mths more to go before I can finally do things that I really wanna do! Oh please, make time fly faster!

Sometimes when I look around at people, I wonder... Is love really blind? Do people not mind feeling "apart" from friends just to be with his/her partner. What if it goes to the extend of loosing friends then? No matter what, I think one shouldn't take advantage of others in order to get that kind of ego boost or confidence in themselves. It just doesn't feel right to me...

2007-11-17T18:17:00.000+08:00

Asean Summit begins tomorrow. Sigh... another 5 days of hardcore duty around the same venue. Apparently an estimation of 130 BMWs both the 7 series and the 5 series will be used to chauffeur the delegates around. After the meeting ends, the cars will be sold at 50% the market price to the public with the plate number "ASN"! wicked.

I asked my Senior Officers why do they require so many officers from the army and the police force with at least 5 over kinds of divisions in the same location! The reason I was told, "To make sure there would no form of protest or riot". Duh. But then again, who's really smart enough to stage something like that?! LOL! I'd love to see some action though.

Ah... with the festive occasion drawing closer, my illness is drawing even nearer. I'm kinda feeling flu, sore throat, etc. But the good thing is... I can ORD a few months earlier. Reason being I'm gonna opt for an operation to have my tonsillitis removed after repeated attacks. At least I'll be able to ORD at least 2 months earlier if I decide to clear my remaining leave. Great news! To me at least...

2007-11-05T19:57:00.000+08:00

Gosh... Been brainwashed into Facebook, something that has unfortunately gotten me a little addicted to it. So pardon me if many have received some nudges along the way... LOL! I'm still trying to learn the 'this and thats".

Well apart from that, I've received my driving license which I thought the photo resembled a Myanmar immigrant! =( wondered what happened along the way.

Elle aka Chun Mei aka Veronica aka "something else" is having toughest exam yet this Tuesday. I wanna wish her the best of it and may she hold the paper, jumping up with joy when she receives the results soon after. =DD

Ok, thought I should write more... but erm...

I'm hungry... =P

2007-11-02T00:19:00.000+08:00

Ok... so here's some truly random updates.

1) My maid has been sent back due to her performance. =( Gosh, who's to cook instant noodles for me now... ?

2) Apart from an Altis, I'm also considering the Lancer. Not the lancer X though...

3) Attended to a case of dispute today that turned into a possible molest case, verbal abuse and causing grievous hurt and unfortunately I was the first officer at scene. Now I might have to go to court to testify... shucks... Why is it just me...

4) Handphone is starting to crash on me. Hmm... and I heard the iPhone is out in stores! -hmm!!!-

2007-10-21T23:03:00.001+08:00

In a nutshell... I'm still over the hill with regards to my driving license. Guess I'm overly excited. Basically spent the entire day driving to showrooms on my dad's vehicle. Test drove a few cars. Hmm... I guess an automatic car definitely has its convenience but it can never beat a manual car especially when it comes to speed and acceleration.

Well, I guess I'll most probably be driving a "temp" car for about a year or so till I can improve my skills and be that little bit closer to perfection. Perhaps TOYOTA might be a good choice? I'm still contemplating....

But guess what... I swore I wouldn't have even stepped into a Geely Showroom if my parents haven't insisted. Well, prayers answered. Before 10mins, they were marching quietly out of it! Whiew!

Still contemplating... Perhaps... if there's even a slightest chance. I might be getting an Altis...

2007-10-18T23:08:00.000+08:00

After weeks of anxiety... I'm happy to announced that...

I've finally PASSED AND ATTAINED my driving license!!!!

You could say that I'm happy, tired and exhausted at the same time. It was a hell of a week for me. Honestly, passing was seriously the last thing on my mind. I mean, who the heck could pass with less than 3 weeks of practical lessons? Haha! I bet I'm one of those few who've spent less than $900 to attain my license. Hectic...

*oh oh! Thanks to trs for your advise! I was practically turning my head here and there the whole time! Somehow felt that it was totally unnecessary though. Haha!

Wanna say a big thank you to muah lovely friends and of course my dear girl who've given me your wishes and kept me in prayers. I think I've owed a few of you lunches and dinners eh? haha! Will definately keep my end of the deal! =D

Well, now that I'm done with that. Its time to move on with my police license AND my very own car! Probably head down to roadshows for the next few days... slurps! I sure want an RX8 though... LOL! Wouldn't mind test driving it anyway!

2007-10-16T12:08:00.001+08:00

2 more days... just 2 more days...

2007-10-11T17:40:00.000+08:00

Responsibility (re·spon·si·bil·i·ty)

–noun, plural -
1. the state or fact of being responsible.
2. an instance of being responsible: The responsibility for this mess is yours!
3. a particular burden of obligation upon one who is responsible: the responsibilities of authority.
4. a person who one is responsible: A student is a responsibility to its driving instructor.
5. reliability or dependability, esp. in terms of executing driving lessons on time.

—Idiom
6. on one's own responsibility, on one's own initiative or "authority": The instructor manipulated the driving schedule of his student on his own "responsibility".

—Synonyms 1. answerability, accountability.

(Certain sentences have been amended for blogging purposes.)

2007-10-09T22:32:00.000+08:00

Driving is approximately in 8 days time. But hey! guess what? Today I just had my 1st circuit lesson. Just great. Now I'm not so sure how confident I personally am of myself. However, most of my friends, peers and EVEN my instructor says that I'll surely pass. "Yea right" I thought... Thanks to the him for not having been able to schedule all my appointments properly. Sigh.

All I can hope is for the best to happen. My instructor even placed a bet and said that if I'd fail, he'll even give me a treat! How confident eh? LOL! oh well...

On a more "worrying" note, The Girl has been working really hard on her studies. They say a picture paints a thousand words. Wait till you look at a face and you might just paint a million words. I saw hers and there she was, feeling stressed, worried, tensed, tired, mentally drained, etc.

Baby, I'm sure you'll do well for MRA and the others. Its something that you've done before and I'm sure you'll do well. =D Try not to tire yourself too much or else it'll only affect your input of information in you. Stay calm... I'll be helping and supporting you like I am now! =DD

Ok, gotta go search for the 5 dimensions of Servqual now, work work! Till my next entry, take good care folks. Weather ain't very ideal so drink loads of water!

2007-10-03T23:44:00.000+08:00

Having nothing on my hands today, I decided to tag along with a the usual friends to catch "Live The Dream" live at Mediacorp. Since Victor Tang (The contestant) was Benny's cousin and he happened to have tons of tickets, I thought why not just drop by and have a few eye candies and look at celebrities up close! haha!

So I spend the afternoon over at Elle's place where I sorta slacked, watched tv, eat donuts, eat pastamania and help set up some bbq stuff for Chunhan's party. LOLL!

Then after we headed out as planned for Live The Dream! I thought this session was quite dumb. In a nutshell, it was supposed to be an elimination round tonight. However, after the high intensity and all... Utt told us that we've been had! All the votes that we've made will actually be snowballed onto the next round. Which means tonight's show, everyone remained in the contest! $%^&*( wasted my time... LOL!!!

But hey! It was certainly nice meeting Dick, Ken and Dawn live. Darn I sometimes wonder if there was any chance I could ever work with them in the future... =((

Yupp, thats me and Chunhan "enjoying ourselves" LOLL!!! in front of the TV!!!

Live The Dream!!! Apparently I was caught on TV.

I was here! =DD

Darn, my driving test is in exactly 2 weeks time and I've yet to have any circuit training whatsoever! I think my instructor sucks big time. He's always having reasons about his absence. And the weird thing is that he does it to everyone including friends whom I've introduced to him! Its really affecting himself and the people around him. Sigh... I just hope that things will change... FAST... =((

2007-10-01T11:01:00.000+08:00

Fever has subsided! Actually it has subsided that night that I had the fever! =P But still a little weak. Thanks to everyone who called and messaged to give your wishes... =DD

Oh, stumbled unto this "Beautiful Girl" Remix. I think its quite unique, listen to it! so cool!!!

Was on MC yesterday so I practically stayed home alone the whole day and was randomly surfing around. I decided to pop by Xiaxue's as I heard she was kinda famous. But when I did... I was thinking famous?! She's being insulted here and there! And I also notice there was this thing between him and Steven Lim which I thought was absolutely hilarious! Haha! If you've got nothing on your hands then feel free to visit her site and you'll see the video that she was being bombarded with so many hard questions on some talk show. Its really funny...

I'm intending to go on a holiday with my friends at the end of this year while BB will be going to Japan with her family. Not sure what are the nice places around though. Does anyone have any suggestions??? Someplace that I can shop. eat and enjoy meself... savvy? LOLL!

I'm waiting for the new MacBook Pro (Leopard) to be released before I'm getting one together with Benny. For those who bought yours recently, you better have your own heart for dinner tonight. LOL! Apple OS have always had problems with regards to compatibility with Windows. With the launch of Leopard, one do not have to worry about it at all!!! WOOT! Even using msn on MacBook will not pose any limitations! Thats gonna add to the list of gadgets to the soon-to-be owner! Wohohoho!

For those who've been interested in getting an iPhone, a very very good friend of a friend who's over at NY is able to purchase it at a far more cheaper price than it'll be going if sold locally. No worries, its 100% trustworthy and reliable! For those who want to place your order. Do enquire the details from me. I've already got several orders. Oh, the iPhone will be in stores at all Apple stores in approx 6 months time at $1500. However, I'm getting it at $980 excluding shipment... No worries, it supports our local network. LOL! No I'm not some promoter or something. I just thought its pretty cool and lotsa people are asking around for it. So... there you have it! =DD

(Picture courtesy of Ser Ee *winks*)

2007-09-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

Terrible day for me today. Went to work with a fever and had lots of "loose stools". Managed to end my duty early and took a cab by waiting under the scorching heat! Reached home with a 38.6 degree fever. =(

Babe finished her group discussion and met up with me at novena station where we went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital. And as usual, doctors there always seemed to be busy with something even though you don't see much patients around... weird...

So I was told I suffered from food poisoning. Doc even put his finger in my back****!!!! Gosh! Felt as though I was anal-ed. LOL!!! Later went on drip, had 3 big pills at one shot which nearly chocked me and ate hospital food after such a long time. And it sure hell sucked! LOL!

That 3 bags of NaCl! Ouch!!!

The plain "chicken-less" porridge and bland milo.

Yucks! I think its gonna be a long long long long long time again before I'll ever even try to eat something like that! haha!

Thank you for showering me with so much TLC. I know sometimes I might trigger your anger just by asking you to let me take care of myself, all because I cant bear to see you "suffer" so much because of me. I'm sorry... Dont be angry anymore k? -hugs- Thank you for EVERYTHING you've done today! and any other day!!! =DD And I promise tonight is gonna be the last night you'll ever have to eat dinner alone. =P

*knew you wouldn't like this pic, thats why I minimized it. =P

2007-09-25T23:07:00.000+08:00

Arghhhh crap twag urgh purghhh!!!! I'm so gonna complain and whine!!!!

Blasted computer and its internet connection!!! Its been giving me a real headache for the past few days! Its always konking off somehow or I can never get it started... =( I think its time for me to replace my computer parts. hmm... I'll need a DVD drive, an internet anthena thingy... I think its called PCI adapter. Gosh, the worse thing is I'm so stupid when it comes to computers assembly... I NEED HEEELPPP!!!

So meanwhile, since my internet connection is still hanging on... I shall update an entry... tsk! Oh oh oh! A friend of Ser Ee who's putting up at NY now is offering to help buy an iPhone for me! ME! How cool is that! But it comes at a price though... iterally! Haha! Its going for $980! Its like 1k for a phone... I guess I really gotta contemplate whether or not I should buy. Well then again it might take a while, seeing how indecisive I can me... =P

Oh, recently the girl's been feeling down emotionally and physically. I know its straining for her, knowing that she's so weak and yet I cant be there often due to work. I know I know... I'm sorry... Guess sometimes I'm too tired from work and I neglected you... Gominasai... =( Please get well k? Gastric flu is something not to mess around with...

hmm... ok... now I've vented all muah frustrations and problems, I no longer know what else to blog... LOL! Until my next successful internet connection.... take the best of care! CIAO!

2007-09-22T18:07:00.001+08:00

Ok so there isn't really much highlights recently...
Some random thoughts:

hmm...

Yipee! 1 year down... just another more before I ord!...

Drinks at Daniel's house is certainly not good... in elle's eyes at least... XD -vomits-

TP coming real soon, but my instructor's busy flying kite...

Goodness time pasts so slowly!!! cant wait for my life to progress...

There's so much I'm gonna do... soon as I ord that is... =P

Oh oh oh! And soon I shall plan an oversea trip with a friend! muahaha!

2007-09-16T01:02:00.001+08:00

Exciting day today! First of all I want to congratulate 2 of my friends who have attain the key to adulthood! YES! They've turned 21. It isn't everyday where you turn 21 you know. So of course you've gotta have the biggest celebration now that you're both a teen and an adult. LOL!

Went to Roi's place to have a crash course birthday party with company (Phyllis, Yvonne and ChunMei). Wow, I must say that I ate quite alot! Thought I'd reserve a portion of my stomach for another birthday party later in the evening but the food was simply too delicious! Thanks to Roi's uncle for his amazing cooking! LOL!

Soon after we had no choice but to leave for Kar Jun's party over at the other side of Singapore. So we travelled from Bukit Panjang all the way to Pasir Ris! lol! Reached there in time to have our second congrats to muah study partner, badminton kaki and also my roti prata buddy at jalan kayu... hahaha! Unfortunately the other kaki isn't here but in Australia. =(

Usual celebration.... Large birthday cake! Oh oh oh! and there was this hectic camera woman who was taking so many pictures of us! gosh I swore I wanted to get shades for everyone! Even KJ said that! hahaha!

Well, ended in a very bloated stomach.... full of vodka... full of tiramitsu.... full of everything!!!

Birthdays are so fun to have! Especially your 21st! Haha, for some you can expect big big big big presents. Others just have the good 'ol company to hang around. Some others have just a small close friends for warm company while others like grand celebration in a hotel! All in all they're all very heart-felt. I wouldnt mind the presents though... muahahahahaha! oops.... =P

shall update with the pictures once I've collected them all from everyone!

2007-09-07T23:23:00.000+08:00

A long long period it has been. Shall update in points instead:

1) Performance was a blast! I'm so glad everything went smoothly and thanks to my dearest friends who have been ever so supportive and attending this concert. =D (I'm still waiting for the photos to be given to me.... yeesh!)

2) Feeling feverish but not exactly having a fever is by far the worse torture any NSman can have! Now how are you gonna tell the doctor to obtain an MC? He'll probably take it as another guy who's trying to sneak his way out of his responsibilities and get that tiny little slice of freedom. Well, I actually do... but not that much.... =P

3) Driving test is coming soon! Oh! So will my police license! haha! Cant wait to learn some stunt driving! Woohoo!

4) Waves have its ups and downs. So does relationships. There's bound to be the good times and the bad. This one little bad wave is a journey to a good relationship. How are we to understand one another better if we don't talk things out right? =D Glad its all settled. -loves-

Ok, just some random updates. Hmmm, kinda having a craving for some yew char kuay... slurps! ciao!

2007-08-30T10:23:00.000+08:00

Life has still been smooth sailing! And its all thanks to Him for taking care of me and the people around me. =D

Yesterday was one heck of a drinking session! Not just any pub, not just any club.... just a darn cool homey place to chill out at Daniel's place along with Amanda, Elle and of course myself! And I want to say how sorry I am if I had made a scene, lol! =P This has gotta be the most embarrassing thing I've done recently... haha! But the good thing about it was that we all talked about personal things and now we sorta understand one another more now. HAHA! So cool...

Thanks to Daniel for sponsoring the buffet of Chivas, Vodka and Bacardi with a whole of of all sorts of mixers! Whoa! I practically had my own "girly" time of playing around with all the liquors! mixing all of em with soft drinks... hahaha! how not to tempt myself? Rare occasion you know. Oh! Its an occasion to celebrate Daniel's "end-of-exams" period. HAHA! thanks thanks and many thanks to all of you!

Oh and a billion more hugs and kisses to my darling baby who took care of my last night! Know what was the most touch touch thing?! She insisted on sending me home even when I didnt want to. =( So nice luh... I felt so bad but she wouldn't feel settled if I didnt allowed her. so yea... hahaha! -huggies!-

Today's plan will most likely my lighter.... Oh! Shoots! I've not even started practicing for my performance coming the day after! hahaha! Standard la for me... so last minute. People are gonna kill me if I dont nail this. Its gonna be at Raffles Hotel! And I never knew they had a Theatre in there. More of a Hall I guess... Shall know when the day comes! Wish me luck!

2007-08-19T22:06:00.000+08:00

Was so beat that I've to update today instead. Lets talk about fireworks!!!!!!

Had a whole lot of fun yesterday when my family, elle and me went to catch the fantastic fireworks display by China. It was fireworks sync with music the music. And the most surprising thing was that one of the songs that was played by them is going to be the song that I'll be performing at Raffles Hotel this 1st Sept! Its actually a tune by the 12 girl band, "Shining Glory".

So here's some of the pix taken once again...

Stadium filled with sooo many people!!!

The whole gang.

Seen these before? Its from Thailand. No idea what its called. =P

And the show begins!

Balloon man and what looks like simpson on his head.

Me, darling and the 2 balloon angels with their lil harps. LOL!

Apologise for the bad quality photo. I took them just randomly. =D Oh, I also want to say a very big thank you to Elle's mum for giving me the opportunity to watch the show live in full view!

I guess the one thing I've got to complain was the crowd control by the relevant authorities that were there that evening. You would know what I mean if you were there. Even this 40 year old uncle who was beside me was shouting, "wa lao!!! cock man! so hard to even walk. why the people so liddat one ar?!" LOL!!! all I could do is agree cos thats as true as it can get.

More of today. Went down to Thomson after work for more rehearsals. So when I went to get tickets for the actual day for friends and family, I realised that its all full!!! =(

But hey! guess what? Haha! The head of thomson branch decided to give me the one and only VIP seats!!!!!!!! How cool is that?! Muahahahaha! Looks like there's an advantage of buying tickets late huh? Either that or I've still got my "connections" =P what bull...

So yeap! stay tuned!!!

2007-08-18T16:47:00.000+08:00

Ok!!! Its 550pm and here's the latest update. LOL! Sounds like the news... wth...

Alright so I'm here to waste more space so that I look like I'm actually writing about something. But truth be told I'm not even sure what I'm writing about! Haha! And here I'm am still constantly feeling up the blog space. So fun... =D

"Dont joke you la", I shall updates a littles.

Went to J8 for some random shopping with baby and ended up having a little spending spree for her since her exam has ended a while ago and I thought why not give her some pretty pretty things to occupy in her wardrobe. LOL

And so we stumbled upon Singapore's Biggest Biscuit Structure! Its actually "Jacob's" if you've heard of it before. And so they used these "biscuits" and made The Esplanade, Taj Mahal, Effiel Tower, The Pyramid and even The Great Wall of China! How cool is that?! Here's some of the pix! =D

Been trying to train meself for ippt coming soon and also at the same time look good for The Girl. LOL! aint that good looking so woobly all the time eh? So we made our first attempt by going swimming. Gosh I can run for 10km but I cant even swim for 4 laps! oh no... looks like I need more training...

Oh! Another exciting news for us! Anniversary's coming!!! meaning... Resort is coming!!! meaning... lots of friends are coming!!! meaning... Its gonna be so much fun!!! =D oh oh oh! Me and cm even bought ourselves our 1st year "couple" rings to mark our first point in the relationship and we're only wear it only on that day itself. Cool! So looking forward to it.

2007-08-09T23:42:00.001+08:00

First of all I want to wish everyone here HAPPY NATIONAL DAY '07! OMG! I cant tell whether I'm sad or relieved that its finally over. But all I can say is... "Whiew!"

So here's a few lil random stuff:

NDP's finally over! That means I no longer need to do the extra long hours and patrolling under the warm whether....

My unit that consist of 3 teams is gonna be splitting to 4 soon. That means that my friends will all be going different directions... =(

I can finally look forward to the long awaited break thats coming up for me...

then again I've to have to practice for my performance coming up @ The Raffles Hotel!

I'm getting my discount booklet from the NDP baggy...

I hereby declare the big ben the most childish and useless person in the world, wasting the earth's resources... ought to be shot!!!

tsk, pardon for the past few posts. Its just a way of venting my frustration. But all is well. And I hope it stays that way.

2007-08-06T19:09:00.000+08:00

Why does it seemed like the more I hear about you, the more I disrespect you?! In fact, my disrespect for you stretches way beyond the universe! Sometimes I wonder why the hell are you so bloody stubborn! Some things never change huh and you've gotta keep hurting people every single year!

I gave you a chance and thought you were pathetic. Asked my girlfriend to even be there when you were down and "apologetic". But you know what? I'd say... F**K you! Apologetic my foot! You're the most despicable person in this entire world.

Dont tell me that you cant let go and all that bull nonsense of yours because from the way I see it, I just think you have a SERIOUS lack of self discipline and control. Believe me, I'm being very nice to you by putting it this way. It CAN be worse and I think you deserve it every word of it. Sometimes I wonder how and why God can forgive a person like you and when others can be so unlucky. Your time will come... trust me. This "love" of yours (if you can even call it that) can have its toll on you. One day, you'll realise that you're more alone than you think you already are. And when it happens, you have absolutely no one to blame but yourself. No hope, no friends, no concern... no one at all but just you...

Have fun...

2007-07-28T02:27:00.000+08:00

It seems that I've got arrowed by Chunmei to post this entry. Dont know how or why everytime when things of such spreadness goes around, I'll always be the bull... getting shot if you know what I mean. HAHA! Well, for the fun of it, I'm gonna do it anyways! So here's how it works...

Rules: Each player of the game starts off by writing 6 weird things about themselves before choosing another 6 of their friends to “sabo”. People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own, 6 weird things about themselves and state the rules clearly.

Here's my 6:

1) I've the habit of saying "WTH" everytime a shocking news is told to me by anyone.
2) I love playing with my braces using my lips even when I'm public.
3) People say I've the habit of screeching when I talk hyperly. Sometimes when laughing too...
4) I always take a very long time to trim my nails, making sure they're proportioned.. in a weird way if you can imagine....
5) Call me a girl but I like my room to be super tidy! At least as a guy la.
6) I love eating anything and everything with soysauce. Almost everything... tsk!

Ok, mission accomplished! I'm not gonna be so mean to arrow others. LOL! hahaha! So now my secrets are out! haha! Just be glad I didnt target you! HAHA!

2007-07-27T00:26:00.000+08:00

There's been so many things going on around me with people and their relationship that has kept me pondering. Will it ever occur to us? Why and how did failed relationships fall?

I think no one can actually conclude an answer. I mean... there's probably a million and one reason that a relationship can turn sour. All I'm hoping is that it wont happen to me and that my relationship must be strongly based on trust. Examples have been happening. Its God's way of teaching us? perhaps... May He guide me through this never ending journey of Life and protect me from the devil's temptations.

Okay.... thats end of the major chapter.

I've been thinking of going for a show at the esplanade recently. Heard some pretty nice shows are coming up. Namely Dim-Sum Dollies and some comedy by Kumar... LOL! These are one of those few who struggled and made it into the Singapore's arts industry. Not an easy thing at all...
Lil braces boy has been hurting so much. Cant barely eat a proper meal without feeling any pain. Tried buying bee hoon with ham, veggie and eggs. Guess what? had no choice but to throw the ingredients away and eat the noodles itself. =(

My team's going on a cruise soon! Though I'm not going but I think I'd probably head down to Malaysia and get some games and dvds. They're original k! (err... "original imitation"). LOL! But work's gonna be stress just to cover up my off days. 5 days work, 4 days off... !

hmm... perhaps I should take MC.... its been a while... hahahaha!

2007-07-24T22:45:00.001+08:00

It wasn't as painful as I expected. But its starting to really ache now... Darn! =(

2007-07-23T01:53:00.000+08:00

Update update update! ! ! ! LOL! ! !

Alrighty, nothing much really. Apart the fact that I've extracted 2 of my teeth last week and I'm gonna be wearing braces in 2 days time. Gosh! I've no idea at all how much its gonna hurt. But as far as I've heard, its pretty much fine. =( *means no MC for me*

Yipee! Anniversary's coming soon! I'm just so exited! For our 1st year, we're gonna be staying over at... Sentosa's SILOSO BEACH RESORT! How cool is that?! LOL. Compliments and ideas from the lover girl, we decided to celebrate it there and enjoy the scenery around us, the love in the air, the hands interlocking together, the heart as one. Time just felt so slow now... I cant wait! Prezzies! =P

I seem to have some memory malfunction. I cant seem to remember things that are so important! Well, I'm referring to birthdays, dates, things, etc! LOL! I know its kinda serious but its funny at the same time. (Sorry baby, I know its my fault).

Yea, so before i forget. Here's wishing AMANDA FAYTH a wonderful advance HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Another occasion to get presents eh? COOL!

Ok! so much so for now... till next time... CIAO! XD

2007-07-08T19:05:00.000+08:00

You say that others arent matured enough. Yet you've never looked at yourself in the mirror. You say that friends should be helping one another. But all you do is give compliments only when you want something out of it... The rest of the time? You simply CRITICISE the things that you dislike and disregard the other party's feelings completely.

And there you are blabbering as though you were right from the start.

People who're always bubbly doesnt mean they always are. Its just to prevent you from feeling embarrassed in front of everyone else and having you look like a fool. You've never spared a thought for others and how hurtful your words could be... and you dare call yourself a friend.

Dont be a bitch... Put it in a nice way? Be humble and stop taking things for granted.

I'm so disappointed... you've not changed since... not one bit...

National Day Parade '07

2007-07-01T21:17:00.000+08:00

Didnt had time to blog yesterday due to work today. =(

For those who got the tickets for NDP and wanna keep the suspense, try not to read this entry then. LOL! Cos I went with the girl and caught the extremely wonderful performances.

Well, yesterday me and Elle went for NDP preview held yesterday at our new stadium. And guess what, its the world's largest floating studium! according to the organisers. tsk! who knows! looks kinda small to me anyway... lol!

So me and bubba had a very warm and sweaty afternoon queueing up at the entrance waiting for the doors to be opened. And gosh! when its hot I meant its REALLY hot! Scorching! But I want to thank my baby for taking sweet care of me making sure I was constantly comfortable even when she was sweating profusely... she didnt utter a word... sniff... I feel so bad... sorry honey... -big big hugs-

Here are the tons of photos we took yesterday! Enjoy!

The main arena!

One of the cute characters in the show, poor girl! I bet she's sweating inside!

The Little Coloured People... hehe!

And the skydivers make their way to the platform! Woosh!

I was kinda hoping one of them would fall on their butts! But nah, they were all pros!

Look at the crowd! Packed!

And here's all the soldiers standing still singing national anthem. LOL!

Raise your head! Apaches!!!!!

There's me and the heart warmer... xD

The usual aircraft fly by!!! super loud!!! vroom!

The usual inspection. only it isnt the president. Its simulated! HAhahahahaha!

The usual loud boom from the close range missiles. whatever you call it.
Pardon the picture quality, took it with my hp and they were so far away.

These guys started appearing everywhere in the stadium suddenly. GOSH!

Check this out ya'll! =P There were divers jumping out from it!

LOOK! My unit! Special Operations Command!!! oh you guys rawk!!!

Civil Defence spraying water at us! Cool!

We had the usuals... Assorted performaces from various groups.

So on...

And so forth... finally the finale!

Oh there were several other performances that I didnt had time to take mainly the commandos doing a reverse abseiling down the Benjamin Shears bridge. Nicely done!

I personally think that this year's performance was a little dull if not for the fantastic performace put up by the military from SAF, SPF and CD. So yea, you've the greens, blues and reds... hahaha!

Oh I forgotten to mention. I was so looking forward to the goody bags. But guess what I got instead. Plastic bags. (T.T) WTH! I guess they saved the bags for the finale eh? sheesh! There wasnt any firworks too... sniffs!!! No worries, there's gonna be more surprises during the actual day!

Thats about it for this year's NDP 2007 !

"Always On My Mind"

2007-06-16T11:43:00.000+08:00

Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said & done
I just never took the time

But you were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
I'm so happy that you're mine
If I made you feel second best
Girl, I'm sorry I was blind

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your
Sweet love hasn't died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied
Satisfied

Little things I should have said & done
I just never took the time

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

*I'm sorry I made you worry, I'm sorry I made you cry...
Say you'd forgive me... one last time...?

2007-06-10T14:21:00.000+08:00

The girl's hurt... and all I am is just 8 numbers away... But thats it

I wish there was something I can do...

sneezy days...

2007-06-03T00:53:00.001+08:00

OMG! Yesterday was one of the nicest as well as the worse day that could befall on be at the same time.

Actually managed to take time off to meet elle and mum for a little shopping. Soon after i got kinda excited all over about eating marche. And so off we went. lol just before the food feast could start, benny called for the "Scream" tickets at somerset.

And being hungry and all with a little running nose, i ran there and back again and got a little sweaty as well as this huge major leakage on the nose! it jsut kept leaking on and on and on. Gosh, you should've seen the huge tissue papers all over. eeww...

well, i sorta destroyed their appetite. Was told the food was very good though. but all i tasted was just soft and hardness of the food thats all! i even drank a bottle of vodka strawberry which they thought it tasted like some medicince water. But hey! it tasted like parrier to me! i glup the entire bottle! hahaha!

so there you have it! bleagh

But today!!! argh! i managed to catch the movie Shrek 3! Funny as it is, a little lameness went along with it. Elle said that it wasnt as attractive as it seemed... lol! it sure was fun to me. least not the movie, but the company was brilliant especially with everyone around! mummy, daddy, baby, brothy and mehee! lol!

Well, for those of you out there. I wanna tell you something... the MATRIX has you. He knows everything about you. And you're the one. They're coming to get you.

They're here....

they are....

work? sigh...

2007-05-28T23:33:00.001+08:00

Gosh, everyday's been a chore ever since my new shift started. Call me lazy but its been so long since i've worked so much everyday! where's the welfare?! lol

My shift's changed and now i have to work 4 days instead of the usual 1 day! can you believe it? my life was the blossom of the sun! now! I'd rather get pricked my a thousand torns from the rose. haha, not literally. but yea...

oh well, like now where i've just got back from camp, and tomorrow i've to report back at 1030am! its a killer.... hahaha! ok i think i'm whinning rather than complaining. lol i'll stop now.

Well, on the brighter side, i've finally been doing lots of thinking about life and remember those previous entry under the "to-do list"? some of them are actually coming true. Hallelujah! =D I've manged to have more regular driving lessons, arranged music lessons, and i might actually be perfoming again. not bad... if only i didnt had NS to get in the way. LOL

SCREAM's coming! 1st june! i happen to be working that day, still contemplating whether or not i should just hop by the hospital and get a few days MC. That'll save me alots of trouble! haha. Yes luh, its been a long time since i've ate snakes (chao keng) already. How much hurt would it done?

FYI: you guys should have seen my cupboard, its like stacked with medicines of all kinds! haha, just in case if any of you are sick or unwell, no need to see doctor, see me. Free consultation, $50 medicine fee.... hahahha! joking la... but i might have the medicines you need. so if you dare, just ask. =D

Okies, time to go relax for a few hours before i can finally take a nice break. whiew! alrighty, nites everyone...

Few random stuff...

2007-05-25T00:33:00.001+08:00

First but not least... i wanna say a big big big big big big CONGRATULATIONS to Amanda for her graduation! Can finally let out a sigh of relief eh? Seems like 3 years have left you quite a bit of memories! =D haha! Now you're a step closer to the thing you want!!!

The place you'll never forget amanda! =P

The happy successful graduate!

The cast involved... tsk!

*btw... hey amanda! hope your application to meridien is approved! -fingers crossed-

The other day just after amanda's grad, we all headed down to Ramen Ramen and had ourselves a nice bowl of warm ramen with lots of side dishes! lol ! and we had a little discussion on job employment etc. And then it dawn upon me...

What am i gonna do in the future? What's instored for me in years to come?

Somehow I thought about it myself and i realised how "behind" i am. I'm not doing anything now frankly which i should have when i planned. I kinda planned it way back actually. Here's 3 most important things that i should've done by the time i ORD:

1) Completed and attained my Driving Licence
2) Taken several modules in my Dip and decided on my course of Degree
3) Taken several grades ahead in my Music path

There are still a few others but are generally less important. Honestly, its not that i dont wanna do, but its financially heavy on the pocket. =( Now i know when people say that money shouldnt be the reason to stop someone from persuing his/her path, how so true.

Sigh, if only i had the chance to do what i really want. ARGH! I dont wanna go to that topic of NS... sigh... lols! well, since every male has to go through the same things as me, i guess i'll probably just have to work my way around it. God help me! Plueeeze!

On a lighter note, I simply took up some contest i found on the TODAY paper. Its some funky party called SCREAM @ Cafe del Mar on 1st June. I just read the article and sent the message to participate. Sent in 2 entries actually both mine and elle's.

Guess what?! The both of us won! How cool is that?! lol ! We were both so excited that we went down and collected 2 pairs of tickets! WHOOOOO!!!!! Alvin joined us too... Lots of bands are gonna be there namely Wicked Aura, Tabula, FemmeArsNova, May & Choy, Sodagreen etc. DJs Daniel Ong and Xiaozhu are gonna be there too. (I've no idea who the heck some of them are actually... but whatever... =P) So yep! I just know thats its gonna be a blast!!!

Okies, i think i might have updated quite a bit tonight. lol! I'll log off here. OMG! before that... I'm gonna watch Pirates of the Carribean 3 tomorrow! Elle's so excited over it! Just hope that there's gonna be enough tickets though. -fingers crossed-

Amanda's mummy's party!

2007-05-21T11:22:00.000+08:00

whiew! came back so late yesterday so i didnt had time to blog. had uber fun time at amanda's mum birthday party! lots of people making so much noise la! even the tv became so soft. lol!

Met up with elle early afternoon and bought lots of presents that we should've been given out long ago but we didnt have the time to either meet them or see them... (sorry kelvin! =P) so yea, then off we went to our lil shopping at sengkang.

I've never actually been there often but it looks kinda quiet. Its a place for people who seek peace and quiet. Not a bad place to retire and move to. =D

So there we were at amanda's house! waa... she told us she did some cooking! i was kinda shock! girls nowadays have learnt how to cook again? notbad... and it really was quite good! I love the food! all the Ngoh Hiang... slurps!!!

The wonderful people who lived happily ever after. =P

The girls who went through thick and thin together!

Finally! the cutting cake arrived and boy was i looking at the cake! we took some pics as amanda's mum enjoyed her birthday mango cake!!! yummylicious!
*hope you liked the bag auntie* =D here are some pics.

Yummy... I love mango cakes!

Birthday mum and her presents

Birthday song... in 3 languages! lol

Time to dig that mango cake!

The family themselves... aww..

ah, yesterday was our 9mths anniversary too. Didnt exactly had any big celebrations or anything but we had presents too! Chip and Dale! Our new handphone spokesanimal... err i meant handphone holder. lol....

Happy Anniversary dear...

Thank you for being so patient with me all these while when i was having my downs. You've been ever so kind to me... thank you... thank you... -hugs-

tired.

2007-05-19T22:26:00.000+08:00

Just got home from work. Really tired this time... so tired...

I realised that everywhere you go, everything that you do, there's always people... someone who will judge you, comment you, etc. And if a job given is not executed as planned, you're fucked. Thats when you know you're "marked".

I've been hiding and holding back all these while. Why cant you guys give me a break? Why cant anyone or at least someone try to talk to me without even raising his/her voice and start getting agitated, i feel so... tired and frustrated.. but i know i'm not allowed to raise my voice.

I'm sorry alright... i know i've screwed up as always. if only i knew how to make things better. If only people wouldnt judge people. If only others wouldnt have a persception towards one another. i guess it can be good... and bad... in some ways.

I think i should just loose myself and stop maintaining things that i've been trying to do. "lets just get fat".

All i need is... comfort and peace from people. is it so hard to ask for?

Spiderman 3 rocks!

2007-05-03T00:55:00.000+08:00

Break break and more breaks! been trying to take as much leave and breaks as i can before my new shift changes. Its gonna be tough when it has! whiew!

Went to catch Spiderman 3 today. Bravo i'd say! I absolutely love the CGI effects! If only singapore had 0.05 of what they could actually do... sigh. However, i kinda thought that the ending was a little anti climax if i might say. Well, i'm not gonna say it right here so you guys can go check it out and see them for yourself. But overall, i think it was indeed a brilliant show!

Today was a nice and sweet day for me. Manged to get our arse (me and gf) off from our house and actually do some "dating"! Went to have our wonderful Ichiban as always... Never fails to satisfy...

Following which we decided to relive our childhood... guess what... hahahahaha! we went to take neoprints! WTH ! ! ! ! (T.T) yea i know...

As much as i hate saying this but i really do think that its kinda nice having to relive those times again eh when you go to every machine and see which one is the coolest and then you along with your school boys and girls drop their bags and squeeze into the small space and snaps snaps!

Luckily it was only the 2 of us today and yeap! we had fun! its amazing what neoprints can do to your face! pimple free! =D

And whats the worse that could happen? the gf brought me to KTV ! it was most embarrassing when she called me virgin boy cause i've not been to ktv in singapore! wth la... and the room was soo small... japan's ktv are huge! they have books to refer to so it makes browsing much more convenient comapared to Kbox which was kinda hard to search for a song.

But yea... had an awefull great time singing horribly! if only the deaf had heard me sing, i might be able to bring them hearing! =P hahaha! Awesome awesome day!

-loves loves!-

~Chills and Fills~

2007-04-26T15:34:00.001+08:00

Gee... Nice weather today... neither warm nor rain! Just the perfect weather i'd like! Guess thats why i wanna blog i guess...

HAHA! had in-service at camp today, should be ending at 530pm but fortunately we had to go support some regulars at some volleyball match! T.T Luckily, they lost otherwise we would have had to stay up later. =P

Seems that not even a unit can beat the GURKHAS (Police Guards from Nepal, best in Singapore!) when it comes to physical endurance, sports and all. Man, even Singapore's very own STAR (Singapore's SWAT) unit wasnt as good! Was a rather competitive fight among STAR, GURKHAS and of course la... needless to say... my SOC (Special Operations Command)!

But of course, as i mentioned... GURKHAS was first, STAR second followed by SOC. A big congrats to you all. (claps claps!)

Man, its been so long since I've been on raid and all. Singapore might look peaceful but actually crime happens almost everyday. The only reason why Singapore's called safe is because the cops here are everywhere. They dont have to be in uniform too... so you'll never know who you're sitting with beside you on the mrt. tsk tsk!

Gonna go sing along the malay song now. Think its really nice. Pardon me, i must have been a malay in my previous life. HAHA! hope you'd like it!

ENJOYS!

Research... RESEARCH ! ! ! !

2007-04-24T23:08:00.000+08:00

Finally! After all those hard work and endless nights of studying, the gf has finally went through her paper and was pretty alright with it. a big WHIEW! now just one last paper on sat and she's gonna be jumping through the roof! =P Jia you! Please dont over stressed yourself k? You are more than what you think! (Psst! I'll give you a treat after your exams!)

Still been thinking about my studies. What the hell am i suppose to do?! nono... i think the more appropriate question is what the hell do i really wanna do?! lol ! i'm still asking myself that as of now. Business? or Music? Mr. Executive or Mr. Performer cum Music artiste? Singapore's music industry is so minute and even with a degree as recognised as Berklee, one may not be able to get a job on the island. =(

least i still have 17 months to think about it! haha!

Sometimes i feel that serving NS may be a waste of time unless one is completely patriotic, you can actually make full use of those 2 bloody years and do other things at the same time! =D You can study academics part-time, develop my music, learn driving, wear braces, etc! some daring ones might even get a job! lol !

So yea, why not? blast yourself before you get blasted after the 2 years!

Updating and gathering... whoa

2007-04-18T18:40:00.000+08:00

Its been a while eh. Well, lots of things can happen in a short time. Things in the past can re-occur again whether its bad or good.

Sometimes I've no idea why do people like to play with fire and go around hurting others. Is it because they feel the satisfaction doing it or is it simply because they're sadistic? Lots of times you have been a jerk and I've yet to do something about it. Dont make me, you'll regret it.

You've hurt enough people. Taking two boats? You bastard...

On a brighter note... went back to St Francis today with yvonne, realised that most of the good ol' teachers have left for good. =( Few teachers that are still there are Philip Tan, George Thomas, Ian and... even Roi is teaching drama there! WTH! but unfortunately, he's gonna be leaving sfms too come June.

Well, I spoke to Philip and seek advise from him with regards of studying at Berklee. Apparently many high scholars who came back from Berklee wasnt able to get a job in Singapore. SOMA was one example... now i'm confused... lol !

Anyway, all the very best to you teachers out there. It has been most enjoyable with you all.

New stuff!!!

2007-03-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

Some recent updates!

Life's been smooth sailing all the way! Today's our 7mth anniversary! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DARLING! Man, time seems to just past us by like the wind. I feel as though we just got together and the feeling of love is always in the air!

well apart from this good news, many other wonderful things are happening all around! I got a PSP, PS3 and k800i in just 2 weeks in a row! how cool is that?! muahahahahaha!

the graphics and all for all the games were stunning. Though i may have bought it at quite a wrong timing but... whatever! just enjoy it la! tsk!

*baby, I'll not neglect you just because i have these entertainment toys. I give you my most honest word. -hugs-

So yea, so much so for these few updates... shall post more soon... gotta study for my driving exam! teehee!

Random Stuffs...

2007-03-03T03:58:00.000+08:00

Ok, i know its like 4am now but i'm sitting in front of the com blogging about random stuffs... haha! well, my mood for blogs occur during the weirdest times! tsk!

Just came back from an advertisment shoot for my friend who's writing his version of "friendster". From my opinion, i think its quite similar to friendster's yet at the same time, its concept is somewhat different. More like making "web dollars" just by meeting new friends and with those web dollars, you can purchase any form of products that you want that are posted on that site for sale! cool huh...

Ha, If you're interested to know more... err... kindly wait for the beta version that will be released in June!

Now for my own random "stuffs":

Life has been a roller-coaster ride for me... Just this 2 weeks, i feel as though my mind and body is swinging up and down together with my heart. Things could go so wrong when you least expected it.

Then it happened, God came and touched us with His love. We felt it... we live it... we'll treasure it. He is my life. I wouldnt be here if it wasnt for Him, I owe him everything... from my past... to the future... everything... including my dearest...

Meeting her was the most precious moment in my life, knowing her felt good, being with her feels loved and cared for. Thank goodness!

ok... now with more random stuff!

1) I want to get my iPod repaired.
2) Need a new pair of microphones.
3) Wouldnt mind a new hp! =P
4) I also want a PSP (am i being too greedy?)
5) I want to spend more time with my baby... =D heez!

Valentine's Day

2007-02-14T20:24:00.000+08:00

Today's is Valentine's Day! Great day today where every couple just get together and renew their love and acknowledge one another's love throughout their relationship. Thats probably the answer to people who always asks "Why must people celebrate Valentine's Day?".

I'd say that its just that its a formal day where people celebrate as one... like just one formal acknowledgement? aiya, you know what i mean... tsk!

Anyways, today was really fun! The Valentine Girl (VG) was pretty surprised today! haha, guess my plan worked out well. VG was trying to guess yesterday on what i would be doing or giving... until... haha, she gave up... (T.T) She didnt even know that i was buying and planning things right in front of her while shopping! hahaha! so fun luh!

Though she had to go to school in the evening and i had to wake up early for work the next day, we still managed to have a nice warm celebration.

So today we did the basics... exchanging prezzies and all... whoa! I've to admit! VG has a brilliant sense of designing!

She did a board for me that had a message, badge that had our pic and many many great great layouts designs! she should like work as a Designer la! ha! As for me, i gave her flowers (so cliche), her fav seaweeds, her fav album, and her not-so-nice message card from me =( I'm not as talented as her ma... tsk!

Headed down to Vienna for lunch... You should see my face today when i saw her eating the small fish. whats it called again? Think its shisamo.. or something like that... =P she ate the entire thing! not even the bones were spared! head, fins, body, tail... ALL GONE! but i've to admit, it wasnt so bad... haha!

After that we headed down to PS to catch "Just Follow Law"... ... ... The show was... .... it was... ... sigh... morale was there but it was put in a wrong way... (quoted from VG). I personally think it was too exaggerated, effects and all...

But hey! its the companionship that felt great! haha! Soon after it ended, VG had to go for lesson... =(

But all in all, it was G R E A T! To all couples, parents and everyone else in the world... I wish you all a very Happy Valentine's Day! Enjoy yourselves!

updates!

2007-02-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

Ok... here's something that my baby insisted me on answering. So there you have you have it! here are the questions and the answers that she asked me... worse! over the blog! haha! enjoy!

1. Give me your number?

DUH! You already have my number!

2. Let me kiss you?

Baby, you know I'd kiss you even if you dont! Yes, I'd let you.

3. Have sex with me?

err a tinny bit too public dont cha think? =P well, its for me to know and for you to find out!

4. Watch a movie with me?

Its starting to become a hobby watching movies with you eh?

5. Let me take you out to dinner?

Well, i dont mind... haha! just dont spend too much ya...

6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?

I will if only i had my liscense, I'll drive you anywhere you want. But must help with petrol.

7. Take a shower with me?

err... another personal question. hmm... sigh, if only you'd allow... whahaha!

8. Buy me things that i want?

Sure, anytime darling. I'm still thinking what i should be getting you for valentines! argh!

9. Have a fling with me?

Fling?! N E V E R ! ! ! i swear, i promise! cross my heart! hope to die! believe me k?

10. Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?

My shoulders and ears is all yours honey, i'll shine my love into your life!

11. Buy me a drink if i didnt have money?

No, i wont... I'll bring you to starbucks myself and we'll have drinks there together.

12. Take me home when im drunk?

Yup! i will make sure that harm would not even come 50km anywhere near you.

13. Let me sleep in your bed?

Havent you already been there done that? tsk =P sleep only ar... can can!

14. Sing karaoke w/ me?

Though i cant sing for nuts, but why not?! everything also got first time and its always fun!

15. Take off n sit in the doctors office fer 3hrs with me because I didn't want to go alone?

Yes, even if i'm at the other side of the planet, i'd still come for you. Thats from my heart.

16. Shout I LOVE YOU even when you're with your friends?

Of course! why so shy?

17. Come pick me up at 3 am because I'm lost in the middle of nowhere?

I wont let history repeat itself. Even if i'm sleeping, i'll come for you.

18. Tell me im pretty, beautiful, or hot?

Err.. how to when you're all of it baby? =D

19. Tell me if you like my style?

Well, now i'm telling you... i DO! hahaha!

20. Think im funny?

Funny? not only that! You're like the epitomy of fun and happiness!

21. Care about me?

Oh you know i've always been...

22. Cry if i die?

I think i'll do more than just cry baby...

23. Stop me if i try to commit suicide?

Yes, I'll prevent you from doing such things, promise me you wont do it k?

24. Dance with me and sing me happy birthday even in public?

Let's get wild! Argh! WOOOOT! -strips- =P

So there you have it.. All the answers to your questions. With all i said, I just want to let you know that i mean everything that i've said. And for that i'll conclude...

I love you.

Boring day...

2007-02-10T18:36:00.000+08:00

Sigh... today's a saturday... but there's nothing to do at all... its so boring...

Work's commencing on monday... and i'm here on the com...
what in singapore is there to do?!

bleagh...

-vomits-

2007-02-06T20:35:00.000+08:00

purgh! I hate long bus rides! Just came back from a long long journey from Dohby Ghaut to Bishan and i tell you.. sitting behind the doors is no child's play! You see nothing but darkness as tiny lamps flashes past you! And now its giving me headaches! =(

Went out with marie and darling today to catch a movie, The Illunionist. I tell you all... I aint kidding nuts... THIS MOVIE'S A BLAST!!! For those who're contemplating whether or not you should go... i'd say... GOGOGOGOGO!

I dont know how to tell you guys but it roughly tells of this 2 people who tries to run away from the Prince's grasps as he loved the female who was later "saved" by The Illunionist who was too... in love with her. Then there was a plot... a plan to deceive the police thus destroying the prince's plan to take the girl away.

Interesting movie! ok, maybe i cant be a good movie reviewer. =P From my opinion, I'd give it 9/10! Marie and Baby seems to agree too! ha!

Ok! Enough about today...

Had wakeboarding yesterday at east coast and darn it was way fun!!! haha, meet with benny and gang down to east coast mac's and each rented skates. hahaha! It sure was a long long journey to our destination, esp with marie landing on her bu** constantly! =P

Long long after...

We FINALLY reached our destination and thats when the "wet" fun started! haha!

Yup! As you can see, we all fell a few times... ... ... ok fine... many time... Hey! its not as easy as it looks alright! =D Oh, clarence and my baby was there too. However, clarence didnt want to wakeboarad and baby had her foot bandaged up. =( sniff... Hope baby recovers soon!

Well, i'd say that overall the day was fun, had some expensive fun, bumping fun and some hungry fun! hahahaha!

So much fun for these days. Man if only everyday could be like this! sigh... haha. Well, till next time see ya!

hey! where the boat go???

Chinese New Year

2007-02-04T12:05:00.000+08:00

Wipes the dusts, cleans the site, spray sheltox! (re-updated with pictures!)

Its clean now...

Ok i know its been a long time again. Sigh, why is everyone so "on" in updating blogs? Imagine having to come back everyday and the first thing you do iss switch on your computer and start your diary for the day etc... wont it seem like a chore? lol

I've no idea but it seems that everyone around me is enjoying every bit of it. As for me? Ok fine thou shall admit... I'm just lazy... tsk tsk!

SO! days have been fine, time has past, things have progressed. Soon, new year is coming!

Yesterday, after catching an awesome movie (Miss Potter) with baby at Plaza Singapura, we headed down to chinatown. I'd say... that females do have a certain amount of influence on guys... vice versa i hope!

As i was saying, we headed down to chinatown as she influence me to get a Long Pao for CNY. I agreeed! lol! So we went down and boy! the people and the shops were like @#$%^&* ! ! ! I've seldom or never been to the heart of chinatown and i'd like to say, it sure was a hectic night! haha! Baby had a painful night! [cos people walking kept stepping on her lil toes! err, me as well =( sorry!]

Haha! I didnt expect I'd look kinda good in one of those. =P

Make things short, there was this ideal shop that had the most choice of Long Paos. And I was lost for choice! As much as baby was looking forward for me to get one, i was tooo!! But unfortunately, the price was a little stiff even after the discount that uncle gave.

Guess I'll have to think about it a little more before i decide again, and then it'll be another HECTIC trip down! hahahaha!

*Woot! Wakeboarding is tomorrow!!! Cant wait... CANT WAIT ! ! !

Its a whole new day!

2006-12-31T17:54:00.000+08:00

OMG, its like a damn long time since i've blogged! woosh! loads of comwebs. tsk!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF YA"LL!!!

A new year is approaching and I want to wish everyone abundent blessings and the best in everything that they do! haha.

Was just emo-ing this afternoon recollecting everything that has happened in this year. And my conclusion? I think it has been one of my best years in Singapore! =D This year changed my life and opened myself up to a whole new world with different aspects.

Whats more important? Is that I'm so happy to have met chun mei because without her, I dont know what kind i'll be doing right now. haha! Apart from that, i've also met loads of her friends which i thought are darn awesome people! haha, right amanda? hehehe! Thanks for helping me with "advices" when i needed them... arigato.

Well, now that a whole new year is coming in like just a few more hours. Here are my very little few resolution for the year:

1) To get into my desired vocation (eg. Special Operation Command)

2) Love and treat my sayang more than I have always have. Treasure her deeply...

3) Be able to AT LEAST complete my diploma by next year and with a lil hope, my degree!

4) To obtain my class 3 driving license

5) Contact old pals again and chill more often! haha!

6) Get more ang baos? ... WTH! (T.T)

7) Get braces done?

Yeap, these are so far the few resolutions that I hope that they can be fulfilled.

Haha! now that I think further into the past of this year, man! Its kinda interesting! Was just reading baby's past post and I've gotta say, it was indeed interesting! Did loads of stuff! Darling, hope that one day we can find time to do the things that we used to do last time! haha, think it'll be kinda fun to relive those moments again! haha, for fun la!

Hmm.. some of you guys now are probably going to several places and prepare to watch countdown performances and fireworks display though it would be nice even though its nowhere near those standards of other countries. haha!

Guess we all have to compromise a lil eh? So yea! I'm gonna change now and head down to church! WOOOT! countdown!!!!! haha! Tell you guys something... wouldnt be so cool if you tell others that you kissed your bf/gf for a year?

Know how to do it? During the countdown, french your sweetheart till a few seconds just before the clock ticks 12! hahaha! so it'll kinda be like for a year! haha, okok.. lame but fun what... imagine those babies who are born within that period of time, they'd be born a year apart! haha!

Well... once again, cheers to everyone out there! Have a blessed night ahead... night's still young so ENJOY LA!!!!! hahahaha! Till next year... Ciao!

Wowowowowow!

2006-12-10T12:50:00.000+08:00

Its another month before i P.O.P !

Time seems to past so fast yet slow... =( its like the weeks that drives by just come and go but yet its always in this "come and go" period! haha! But all will change, 1 more week.. just 1 more week... after my law exams is over. Its PARTY time! i'm gonna 'excuse' myself from camp! hahaha! we all have to enjoy once in a while you know... even cops...

Now for this weekend... 1 word to describe it... as usual... WOOOOOW! haha! Though most of the time the gf and i had to study, we however managed to find time and let loose of ourselves and party... a little... hahaha! Here's some pix!

Oh yea! trs and kj, if you're reading this... lets head out for a night of kuay chap or pool or just chill out alright? probably on the 15th (friday)? My apologies, duties and work's hectic so i gotta plan early... Do msg me! ciao!

My 19th Birthday!!!! WOOT!

2006-12-04T03:20:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to meee!

Woot! It has been a really nice birthday party for me this year. It was like no other! Man! it was awesomely surprising! haha! I wanna thank you all who made it to my party and everyone else who were on that little blog... kinda miss all of you people from sfms and all... awwww!!!!

Haha! err.. this year's presents were kinda "cute" too... haha =P shant tell you what they were... clue: very very personal "socks" hahahhaa! can you guess? tsk tsk!

But yep yep! all was darn well! once again thank you all!!!! oh, the rest of this entry about the occasion is at the following blog: http://beauty-past-perfect.blogspot.com/ . Do enjoy the pix and all from that link and erm.. dont worry so much about how you look in the pix... they've been edited! hahaha! ENJOY!!!! =D

Cheers!

Dirty dirty dirty... eww! =P

2006-11-25T12:59:00.000+08:00

whiew! Ello everyone! apologise for not updating my blog these few weeks... been 'busy'! hahaha! well, writing blog entries can be quite challenging you know, especially when you've no "inspiration" to write! =P

Well, these few weeks has been pretty normal... like doing the usual... All i want now is just to wait till Dec 17 to end... and after that... WOOOOOOOOOT! hahaha! thats the date where my law exam would be over and when it does, its chalet for me in camp! HAHAHA! but the thought of taking the law irks me.. its so... dry. There's no possibility of studying something so easy when they put it so difficult! haha, i've no idea whether you guys know what i'm talking about but yea!

Oh! if you guys have time and wanna laugh yourself out, check out this site http://www.youtube.com/results?search_type=search_videos&search_query=MTV%20Spoofs&search_sort=&search_category=0&page=1 and laugh your brains out! haha, its all about MTV spoofs! damn funny...

Its a new day, its a new vision!

2006-10-28T12:44:00.000+08:00

Its a new day, its a new vision! WOOT!

Today is a brand new day.. new day.. new day! another week has past and here i am back into my room in front of the computer screen! I dont know why but time seems to fly by kinda fast to me. I thought that my 4 mths of "hardcore" training would feel like forever... but HEY! seems that 2 mths has pass already! COOL ! ! ! and in 2 more mths, all you criminals out there better watch your back! Cos i'll be having my warrent and arresting you bad people out there! haha!

Till now i'm still figuring out which division i'm supposed to go in... sigh.. Right now i guess lots of things in camp has really been keeping me at the edge of my chair... so much so that sometimes i tend to get a little to 'occupied' with them that i've been acting a little stressed up.

Well, lets just hope that the weekends is sufficiant enough. In the meantime, just wanna say sorry to my sayang for making you so worried all these while! You've been so understanding...

Yesterday right after book out. Headed down to PS and got tickets to yoshihiro andoh's concert! that guy ar... though he's good, but sometimes i whenever look at him, i'll just bend my head down and start laughing! his permed hair seriously IS damn funny! SUPER RED somemore, think he wants to stop traffic! haha! WOOT! oh oh! and baby got me clothes! so freaking nice! hahaha! ok... that was random. =P but yep, had cafe cartel and then headed down to watch DOA.

Show was alright... nothing special though... so DONT go and watch it! hahaha! the babe seems to think otherwise though!

yep yep! guess i'll stop right here now... gonna go enjoy myself. Being on the com is a waste of precious time!!!! right darling? =D

Renewal!

2006-10-16T02:31:00.000+08:00

Nice to be back here again! woot! guess it became a little dusty eh? haha, thank you yvonne for cleaning up! =P haha!

Well, guess ever since my enlistment, been pretty busy and time is just so so so important esp when all i'm given is only 2 days off? WTH! one day for family, another day for my sayang... die la!!! and having so, its still not enough! What about my friends? colleges? haha! oh wells... but well, its really nice to still hear from all of ya! Sooo nice!

Okok... things have really been "fun" in camp. Yeah... i bet some of you who are in the ARMY now will probably curse and swear at me! hahaha! but ok la... fine, i'll admit... the life here is really more relaxed than what you people are going through in the army. But nonetheless, there's still a level of 'toughness' ok!

Today is a monday... which means that i was supposed to book in yesterday! but guess what? haha, i've managed to get an MC for chest pain!!! haha, so it means i'll probably book in tomorrow or something.WOOT! Haha, yes yes... i'm trying to be a "keng-ster" haha! snakes have never tasted so delicious! BOO! you people go back to your camp and drop 20 for me! HAHAHA!

Hmm... I'm counting the days that I'm gonna POP (Passing-Out Parade). Thats where i'll be posted out to other division and things will probably be much much easier! haha! hmm, currently i'm thinking of opting for either NPC or PCG (Police Coast Guard). =P cos its probably much relaxing and i thought that i could fully utilize those times of "relaxation" and do some part-time studying or something...

SENTOSA!

Apart from all of these, I've been having loads of fun times with my baby!!! Who the hell says that relationship will waver once a person is seperated from his/her duties?! Bull... i've never been happier and proud of you honey! hahaha!

Well, here are some of the photos we took during our weekend... err... the day before i got my err... "fever" hahahaha!

VivoCity!!!

Nice eh? haha!

What the hell is that guy doing up there?!

Apparently Snowman lost quite some weight

What'cha lookin at?!

Lunch @ Sen's

More tanning...

Till i see you again, i'll be loving you....

A love before time...

My last entry...

2006-09-12T02:46:00.000+08:00

Hey all, this shall me my last entry before I enlist today... and yea, you all are probably thinking why am i still awake at this hour when i'm supposed to report for camp in like another 4hrs!!! haha, but i'm just here to say bye to all of ya!

I guess the person that i'll miss the most is my baby sayang. I'll miss you darling...

Loving you always... Now till forever...

2006-09-05T12:48:00.000+08:00

No matter what happens, no matter what comes along the way, even if you're in any part of the world, even if you really need someone, even if you dont need anyone... call me irritating... but i'll be here for you no matter what...

Days have been fun and enjoyable! Never felt better... never felt great!

Friendship... companionship... lovers...

2006-08-28T03:22:00.000+08:00

Its a new day its a new vision! A beginning phrase... a new chapter in my life... Nothing much to talk about other than my new chapter with sayang. Exams were basically over, was hinted to me by my teacher that i did amazingly well though i've had no idea whether he how much he meant by 'amazingly'... but from what he said, i think a distinction might do well for me, hahaha!

Well, if you're not into mushy stuff or anything that might raise your hair then its time for you to close this window now cos its my time to brag about muah love.. hehe!

What else can i say other than the fact that i've met an amzing girl who has caused a deep impression of me... Someone who i thought i could only meet through my dreams, someone who i thought that i can only dream about but can never hold... But guess what? it came true! And never had i felt this way before...

You may say that its just the beginning phrase of my life that i'm feeling this way and that in time to come, all that i've once felt will probably fade away. But to me, i seriously doubt that this will happen. Though i cannot totally say that i wont change, but i'll change in a way that i'll still love her with all my heart, just that you know... all those mushy love love aww stuff that new couples say to one another will probably decrease? hahaha! i'm not too sure about it meself... but lets just let time and both our hearts tell... I'm very sure that if we're able to continue what we've been doing...

But these days have been totally 'rejuvenating'! Its like i'm starting to grow and learn things from one another and it has never been so interesting! hahahahahahaha! May we overcome any obsticles along the way and breakaway from the norm! Hallelujah!

Aww... just the 2 of us

2006-08-26T06:04:00.000+08:00

It was a cool day!

2006-08-24T02:31:00.000+08:00

Lots of things has happened and there's only one simple word to describe it, "contented"... been pretty crazy about soccer these days now that EPL has started, i'm able to crash over at my friend's place and watch those incredible matches! haha, funktastic!

And erm, the other crazy thing that has happened is that...... is that....... is THAT..... I'VE GOT A GIRLFRIEND! its been only 4 days that we've been together but it feels like forever. The feeling that came over me is truly beyond words... Though some of you may think that i'm just exaggerating but its the truth. With her around, my life has never been mandane! I know in every relationship, there will surely be ups and downs, but i'm willing to take this chance and walk this path together with her even if it means that i'll have to make extreme sacrifices. To me, love and companionship means more than any materialistic thing in this world. Without it, so what if you have the world? so what if you're the world's richest man? Nothing can fill that gap in one's heart except love. Come to think of it, it so much reminds me of a cartoon song... heard of powerpuff girls? there's this song that says "love love love love love love... love love love... makes the world go round"! haha, i so agree with that... All i can say now is that i'm ready to face any obstacles in our path and reach out to the maximum.

Love is also like a triangle between me, my gf and God... the closer we are together, the closer we walk towards Him. The diagram below is something that i drew, pardon the workmanship though, but i hope you understand... haha!

That pretty much summarises all the stuff that's mentioned! haha, now its back to arranging songs, training for army, and also... trying not to get so 'frustrated' over simple matters.. haha!

And before i go off.. i wanna complain!!! about meself! damn! i'm so freaking stoopid! went out today and took some shots of sayang, me and marie while we were pubbing. But guess what? that stoopid elvin had to screw up the simple copy and paste thing from hp to computer. so now everything has been erased! waa... that guy ought to be shot in the head!

Cool fun days!

2006-08-19T23:33:00.000+08:00

Days are certainly going better and better each day, each night, each minute, each second! Love how i've been partying, going to the movies, shopping, chilling out... and the best of it... its to spend AMAZING time with muah friends! both dudes and babes... ! haha, gonna miss ya'll when i'm gone! boohoo!!! haha.. oh sheesh! well, here are some of the pix!

Didnt had time to take many more pix! was too busy playing! haha!

Btw, i got this really cool pic! tell me what do you see in the pic below? COOL HUH!

Tokyo Drift

2006-08-16T02:08:00.000+08:00

WOOT! Econs is finally over! man, i think this is one of the most hardworking phrase of my life when it comes to mugging! haha, constant trips to the library, going to benny's club, sayang's club... whoa! i gotta admit... it sure was a ride!!!

But anyways... done with my econs, now its left with stats! blistering typhoons! thats one heck of a subject i'm worried for... but from what i hear from the rest, apparently its supposed to be freakin easy! oh wells, its either i'm dumb or they're too damn smart for this dip! haha.. jk jk jk !!!

Oh yeap! watched Tokyo Drift today as a form of relexation! man, i swear the japanese have a better sense of crossing the roads as compared to the ones in the movie! But the cars in the movie are sure a WOOPIE! The cars are hot, babes are hot and hell was the racing the hottest, effects and all!!!

Wells, that should do the entry... though short, but cool... haha! cant wait till thursday to arrive! it'll be the start of a new life for me! =P But for now.. its back to mugging!

Love worship

2006-08-13T13:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night was a night that brought me closer to Him! Things that I never could see was shown to me by the grace and mercy of Him. Lord i consecrate my life to You. Truly enjoyed the sermon, band, company, atmosphere and everyone...

There wasnt much time to take photos as we were all too busy to jumpin, praisin, singin and rockin! But here are some of the pics that we managed to snap!

The wonderful gang!!!

Praise the Lord our God... our Father!!!

Friends of Elle and Clarence

Me and Elle!

Aussie Pastor and his story abt his first kiss, haha!

These are most of the stuff that we took! it sure was a spectacular night! Now with God by our side... exams will surely be a breeze! haha!!! Oh, i missed out another impt person! my buddy, Clarence who was kind enough to help snapping!

Emo-me

2006-08-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

A friend asked, "How are you?".

I often say that I'm good. Even if I am not. Just so that I won't get into conversations of pretentious symphaty. Just so that I can avoid lenghty talks about what I really feel. That's me. Afraid.

I'm a person who hates conflict, so most of the time, I just shut up even if I don't like what's happening. I am guilty of smiling to conceal what I really feel. And I hate that. I hate myself for finding it tough to express how I really feel. I hate myself for hating to talk about how I feel. As if I don't give a damn about the things that involve my psychological self. That's me. Apathetic.

I'm like a sponge that absorbs everything. One that desperately needs to be runover by a truck to squeeze everything out of it.

I tell you, I am one tough guy. But when a thousand little things pile up, they screw you big time. It's like being in an open sea, with these unified 'little' idiots pulling you down like a John Deere tractor tied to your ankles. You can't do nothing but drown... slowly.

I apologise if i may seem vexed, paradox or whatever you'd call it. But I guess if i dont get it off my chest, I'd probably be "emofied".

F.O.P ! ! ! !

2006-08-05T01:05:00.000+08:00

Whiew! back again! went for F.O.P yesterday and it sure was good ! whoa! i realised that i've started to become a Don Moen fan! his songs were simply my kind of music, either that or i was in the mood for his music! haha, it was kinda 'basanovic' if there's even such a term!

Well, though i was very much expecting Delirious? to turn up but i guess they wont be coming till next year. But come or not it was still a time of worship and i truly madly deeply love it! and thanks to those buddies of mine who made things more fun! will upload the photos soon!!! oh! these are some of the pics that were taken! compliments of elle with her special effects!

And i think i just blew up nearly about $100 just that day! what a day huh? didnt even bought anything other than an album! i guess when you're enjoying, you really cant tell huh?! haha! wells, looks on the bright side! at least my money is given to christ and not other nonsense stuff that i used to spend! Besides, I'm merely adding another collection to my iPod! cool !

And so.. now's the time for mugging once again... with exams round the corner, i really have to burn some midnight oil! if only i could burn my fats instead... haiz! haha, oh wells! gotta do more reading up and when its all over! once agian.... ITS PARTY TIME! Oh well, haha! thought this pic was kinda nice! effects!... not the girl on the right! haha, jk jk jk jk !!! . . .

Army...

2006-07-27T17:26:00.000+08:00

Whoa! I've received my enlistment letter.. finally! was beginning to wonder whether was there a army cork-up that they forgotten about me, that'll be good! haha! But unfortunately i've received it...

But hey! guess what? I went for my medical check-up and was referred to as Pes B status. However, i thought that i would be somewhere in tekong serving my PTP and BMT as i'm probably over-weight and cant run for nuts! But God blessed me with The Green Letter with The Blue Logo! Haha, opening up the letter was a letter from the Police Academy! haha! yep, you guessed it right! i'm serving my NS as a policeman! haha, super slack job sia!
The only thing that i'll be doing in there would be writing loads of compositions of missing cats, disturbing neighbours and missing properties! haha! with air-conditioned enviroment, the only thing that'll get fitter and more muscular would be my fingers on the keyboard! oh wells, thats if i'm transferred to NPC that is...

Life's a confusing conundrum of emotions!!! Somtimes i just dont understand certain people and the way they handle life and situations... A moment they can miss you like crazy and yearn for you. The next moment they can push all sorts of blame on you even when they're the ones at fault... I need Shiraz!!! Sorry if i seem a little vexed... just thought i'd feel better writing them down...

Oh wells, guess i'll stop here... gotta go train a little and be physically prepared for NS! haha, ciao!

Chalet ! ! !

2006-07-21T18:59:00.000+08:00

Whoa! it certainly was a fun filled chill-out 'event' us! Though we spent one night together... i felt very tired... ... ... ... you were good... ... ... ... you were strong... ... ... we were quick... ... ... ... your skills were formidable... ... ... but speed was something that we needed to compromise... ... ... ... we need to do it slow the next time... capche? ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

I bet you guys were thinking of something naughty!!! sicko! I'm referring to the chalet that me and 5 of other cool pals were in... and NO! it aint some mass or**!!!! @#$%^&* OMG, you're sick... haha... oh wells, anyway... as i was saying... we had a chalet at pasir ris and damn was it good! now let me explain why i said those stuff in paragraph 1... haiz.. you people...

It was tired! yeah, with looney people around, we cant help but laugh as it was the last day on earth! i bet everyone's plug was a little loose that day! haha, but hell it was good eh!

Strong? haha, my arm was still aching from the rugby game at sentosa and to see my pals able to throw those RUGBY balls truly impressed me... haha!!!

We were quick? haha, i dont mean quick but "quick"... on sun, we sat at mac's after breakfast and were contemplating where to head off next and it took us only an hour on the average to make out out mind! haha!!! guess thats what they call 'shag'...

Time: well... of course time was something that we lacked... we had only 2 days you know to actually chill and prepare for our death toll called the final exams.. obviously i hope that there would be more time for us to really chill!

Skills? haha! this one i gotta share... we went swimming at jurong, elle learnt something. its called the back-somersault! haha, wanna learn? just sit on a float and ask your pals to push you from the front! haha, you'll end up doing a back-flip into the pool! haha... kinda stooopid... but fun...

so thats about all for the CHALET! gotta do this more than often if the chance arises... well, we took enough photos to be used as wallpapers all around your room... but here are some of them! enjoy!!! i'll upload more of it in the next entry when my friends sent them to me! yohoo!!!

Waa... finally!!!!

2006-07-12T21:39:00.000+08:00

Haha!!! OMG!!! i finally manged to update my blog in a million years! brilliant!!! Sorry folks, studying for my exams have certainly kept me at the edges of my chair! but now that its over, seems that lots and lots of things have happened... and its really hard for me to tell ya all of it, i'll try though... haha! here goes...

Went out a few days ago to the beach with some dudes and "babes" . Its been a while since i've went to sentosa... But man! Sitting on tramps while we're still soaking wet was sure my first! haha, i guess its time like these where we really enjoy ourselves!!! haha!! MAN! i just cant get enough of it!!!

think about 2 days ago i went to a jazz concert at Dbl O to watch some jap guy play some songs on the Electone err.... if you call them songs that is... haha! but i guess it was the after show where things got a little more fun. Brought marie for her first pubbing experience! and boy did she go through a flaming night! just a glass of strawberry margaritta and lychee marttini, she got high!!! haha...

Just yesterday, i went to Baybeat and watch those band performing their "coolest" songs! haha, but seriously... who in the hell is Electrico?! I had absolutely no idea why everyone were so crazed by them! All i know was that benny, clarence and me certainly had a hard time trying to repel some possessed people who were having their riot rituals! throwing people around and whacking one another was not the kind of reaction i thought it should be in a rock concert! OMG! haha, bu the fun part was those ice-kacang la... cool, relaxed, chill.... whiew! haha, not to mention the night adventure trying to get home...

So i guess so much so for those updates! ha, oh ya! and another one! this wed, for all those who are interested, there's a chalet going on at pasir ris, just come down and mess things up!!! Erm, there's food, booze and "entertainers"! haha... so just drop me a call or msg if you guys wanna come down ya!!!

Planning soo much stuff for all kinds of outings! hey! i gotta start my engine and pump up my lights! gotta study for finals!!! at least let me pass and i'll jump up with joy! haha! in the meantime, i'm enjoying where there's still a chance!!! will update soon again!!!

as promissed

2006-06-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone! As promised, this entry will feature some of those weird moments, moves and groves by me and my buddy during the Singapore Electone Festival, we were the guest item for the show More of the videos can be seen at the following link; http://www.youtube.com/profile_videos?user=Dreamyclouds or just type 'Elvin Ngo' under search engine and you can see some of my past performance... haha, for your info, videos are not posted by me, it was this college of mine who's a little nuts and posted all my videos online. (I'm not so zhi lian ok! haha... except for this entry la...)

The videos that you'll see might be a little laggy meaning that the video and the sounds dont quite match but just bear with it ya. If you want the vcd for the entire show for a better sound quality and picture, just let me know k and i'll get you a copy. Its free! Hope you enjoy the short clips and tag your views! haha... enjoy the crap!

The opening song: Huo Yuan Jia by Jay Chou

Introduction for the second song!!!

Mission Impossible! With shades! haha... geecky!!!

Haha!!! Short intro for last song! Kinda funny one this is...

Haha!!! look at my friend dancing!!! cool? err... heez! =P

Haha!!! weird show if you ask me... nice though.. had fun! It was even nicer with my friends around! haha, seah family came up and gave me a bouquet of flowers!!! it was really nice of them! love ya guys, you rock muah world! haha... after the show i met up with my good friends! Shiyi and Chia Seng! Went out for dinner in the kopitiam with me wearing my turtle neck which was like SUPER HOT! haha! But we still had fun la! then we decided to scare ourselves after dinner by watching silent hill at cenieleisure at 1am! haha, i thought i'll be scared but i ended up ZZzzzz at certain point of the movie! but at least i know what that show was about lor..Anyway, here are some of the pix which we took before we headed into the cenima! It was kinda weird for me to be carrying the big flowers and walking around! Everyone were looking at me the whole time through, like i was some kind of celebrity like that! OMG!!! so shy sia..

So thats about it! Finished the show, reached home around 4am feeling super tired! haha, next day slept till 1pm and poof! back to reality... normal days, normal school! haha!!! Really enjoyed all those times! Hope can rewind then play again! haha! oh wells... thanks everyone for everything! love ya all!!! haha...

Its over...

2006-06-18T17:05:00.000+08:00

Whiew! Its over!!! Nnnooo!!! i'm gonna miss those times of planning, late nights, writing songs, all those 'fun'... gone!!! haha, i'm referring to my performance... it was great, but it jsut seems that time flew so fast! here i am, back on my com typing and going on with my usual life! haha, thanks guys for coming yesterday night! really appreciate it! will upload the pix soon ya...

The following entry was requested by maire, who insisted that i complete it well, read on and find out more about me! enjoy... and laugh your arse out! err... ok, forget i said that... =P here goes:

7 Random Facts About Me:
1. I'm forgetful esp when it comes to movies i'll be watching even in 5 mins time!
2. NATO? nono, i'm NADO... (no action dream only...)
3. Loves music like crazy! But if you ask me to write a song? err....
4. Snores when i'm DEEP in sleep!
5. Have the ability to fart and sneeze at the same time
6. Gets hyper when i'm very hyper...
7. Cant stand friends who are sooo hyper, my stomache will hurt in their presence... haha!!!

7 Things That Scares Me:
1. Sorry la... though i'm a guy, but i somehow am frightened of flying cockroaches
2. Darkness? erm... after watching some horror flicks la... i'm creative you know...
3. A gentle lady who suddenly goes wild and starts farting everywhere
4. My handphone that has a high chance of exploding while i'm on a call
5. Lack of money
6. Lack of childhood
7. My mama?? tsk tsk...

7 Random Music At The Moment:
1. Da Chang Jin -Some korea singer
2. Ready Butterfly- BoA
3. Santa Baby- PCD
4. You had a bad day- Daniel Powter
5. Curbside Prophet- Jason Mraz
6. Hard to say i'm sorry- Chicago
7. Best Friends- P. Diddy

7 Things I Like The Most:
1. GOD
2. Papa
3. Mama
4. Brother
5. All muah friends (counted as more than 7? i got alot leh)
6. Music appreciation
7. Myself?

7 Things I Say The Most:
1. Wa Lao!
2. What the hell?!
3. Haha- ???
4. So terrible!
5. OMG
6. Shyt
7. Forget it...

5 people (with a blog) I Want Them to Do This:
1. Yvonne
2. Logi
3. Nicole
4. Eviee
5. Marcus (Go make a blog! Dont care! =P)

Oh! To all the father's in the world out there!!! A VERY HAPPY FATHER"S DAY!

Tomorrow is the day!!!

2006-06-16T20:58:00.000+08:00

Yipee!!! tomorrow will be THE day!!! haha, super excited! can practically feel the fire glowing in me! haha... know what's happening tomorrow? Its muah performance! I'll be performing at orchard road on the Electone!

Well, though i dont really like taking up this job as a 'performer' but i guess it has its benefits at times like this... Now i sort of had a taste of celebrity life! definately not as easy as you guys see on tv.. those smiles and bubbliness? In singlish is called 'all forced out wan' ! haha... but not that bad either... have people coming up to you saying hi but you've no idea who they are! you get special discounts when you go to certain places who happen to see you in your show! haha, not bad at all huh... Below are some of my pics from one of the performances:

Ok... i better stop bragging about meself.. haha... sorry people! i'm just excited and proud of myself for being able to go so far so pardon me la...

I guess its just that during these months i've been busy writing songs like hell for performances and there're people who have been saying things about this and that which really pissed me off! i mean... office politics or kay po?! WTH! Feel like grabbing them by the collars and shout "you so good you go and do la!" haha! but unfortunately they're my 'seniors'... hai... oh wells... i guess after writing those, and anger all left my fingers! that felt good! haha...

All in all, just hope you people will like the music... For those going for the performance, hope you like it! Wish me luck people!

Did you know? A duck's quack doesn't echo!!!

Sick... Not that sick...

2006-06-11T18:57:00.000+08:00

Haiz... The last few days of my school were supposed to be my super fun days but due to my stoopid fever... had to give lots of activities a miss! argh! Couldnt stand the staying-at-home-treatment so i sorta dragged myself to club so at least i'll get to see that little glimpse of fun!

Haha... and guess what? it was a load of disappointment! went to music underground then there was no one there initially... after a while people started coming in and gathered around the tv... know why??? WORLD CUP!!! yesterday was the start of the world cup so everybody just lingered around the television and watch soccer! so freaking pissed! haha, but at least the country i supported won la... go germany! 4-2!!!

Then when i came back from the clubbing thingy, whole body started that #$%^&* ache again! =P Regretted going clubbing and shouldnt have drank so much alcohol... oh oh! so sorry marie!!! didnt go for your sentosa thingy!!! Gomenasai!!! promise the next outing i'll sure go ok! no more kite flying!!! I feel so bad... SORRY!!!

Does anyone know?

2006-06-10T19:08:00.000+08:00

I heard that you can put audio files unto blogs right? provided if there is this url thingy right? I'm a I.T idiot so is there anyone who has any site to introduce this function?

realised that with music around... my heart will be much more relaxed...

Been feeling sick these days.. was trying to go out before schools starts. But i was supposed to go out to sentosa today... all my stoopid fever's fault... guess there's always another time right? haha... Oh, thanks for those tags people! really love your suggestions regarding hdd esp trs. Thanks! erm, i guess i may not need such a big storage space for it. All i need is some programs and documents. But i'll do more researching...

Did u know? Elephants are the only mammals that cant jump

What a stupid day!!!

2006-06-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

Haha! today was a crappy day la... went out with yvonne and her friend today... we went to suntec and boy was there a great queue! I've never seen such a long queue that stretched from city link's exit all the way across the metal structured bridge all the way towards suntec! was kinda surprised that the bridge was able to sustain those people! haha, in the end i had to make a big detour around... know why the crowd? because kiasu singaporeans like me go to events like the PC SHOW at the last day, last minute!

Wanted to buy some electronics which are really cool and cheap! so after a long consideration, i've decided to get a particular hard disk drive.. in the end when i enquired about it, damn! it was totally snatched up! It was this 3.5 external hard disk going for $219 by Seagate with 5 years warranty... sounds pretty convincing... but sad...

In the end i left the place empty handed... But i actually had something else that cheered me up... haha... there were people who went around with weird fashion sense! whats wrong with singapore?! Just the other day a friend of mine told me he saw this old guy who walked around the streets of chinatown in a red dress with make-up and a handbag!!! GOODNESS!!! where's the lord?!

And then i realised that there was this other new blog created by this homosapien... He/She set up this blog with people who has a weird sense of fashion and secretly flash them and put photos in the blog! haha, quite mean ar... =P check it out if you can! its new so things are not exactly up yet but be patient ya, its worth the laugh..! haha... http://goodnessgraciouswadwereuthinking.blogspot.com/

Did you know??? The first vacuum was so large it was brought to a house with horses

Paranoidly I am...

2006-06-03T22:10:00.000+08:00

Its another day of slacking... practically stayed at home the ENTIRE day and watch korea drama! I really cant stand it already... seriously in need to go out or something! I'm having severe migrane... just not used to stay at home for even one day! getting home-sick... wonder how those birds in the cages survive for so long!

(err.. something is wrong with my smileys... cant seem to find the toolbar.. so for this entry i'll leave it as plain as you can see... haha!!!)

Busy busy me...

2006-06-02T23:10:00.000+08:00

Yipee! My school is gonna start soon! cant wait for it to commence! hmm, this period of time there'll be lots of things that'll be happening... Well, for one my performance! located in orchard road, really think it'll be a spectacular night! The suspense in time is killing me! Apart from that is school that we all know... hmm, really gotta gambatte and do muah best!

However, apart from that, i just realised that i'm also in a tight schedule. For one cos my contract as a performer hasnt ended so i'll have to work and study at the same time! I was thinking of quitting, however there's a 'fee' or should i just call it a penalty that i'll have to pay... its $1500!!! no point right? esp when the contract is gonna cease at the end of september. I just hope that it wont be a great burden for me... Probably try to call YAMAHA and let them know so that i dont have to perform so often and have more time to study!

And wa lao! (damn), there's another thing i wanna complain man! Singapore is getting warmer and warmer! And people who are all around my small little country is saying how cold their place is and i'm like @#$%^&*!!!! I just miss those times where i can go for a ski or ice-skate under the sun! hai... i wanna see white flakes all around meee!!!

Did you know? You will burn about 7% more calories walking on hard dirt than pavement... HAHA!!!

Da Vinci Code... a movie that sets you thinking...

2006-05-30T01:13:00.000+08:00

An evening well spent... i think... haha! well, after going down to SMa to settle my transaction thingy, met up with Marie & Marc (MnM) for dinner at before heading for a quick shopping... Following that, we rushed all the way down to Cathay Ceineplex to watch the movie, DA VINCI CODE!!!!

Well, I've now believe that the things you see on the screen is definately different as compared to the novels that you read... there's always contents that they lack or they'll just edit the ending... I mean, DVC isnt only about the blasphemy of Christ. There's also other wonder interesting facts like PHI... Know what it is? I'll explain...

1.618, a number that relates to PHI (also known as the Divine Proportion) is a very important number in art. PHI is generally considered as the most beautiful number in the universe! The PHI was derived from the Fibonacci sequence- a progression famous not only because the quotients of adjacent terms possessed the astonishing property of approching the number 1.618- PHI! Despite PHI's seemingly mystical mathematical origins, the truly mind-boggling aspect of PHI was its role as a fundamental building block in nature. Plants, animals and even human beings all possessed dimensional properties that adhered with eerie extractitude to the ratio of PHI to 1. Dont believe? Here's a fact: We all know that the female bees always outnumber the male bees in a honeybee community right? Did you know that if you divide the number of female bees by that number of male bees in any beehive in the world, you'll always get the same number? PHI! ITS TRUE! Did you know that the sunflower seeds that grow in opposing spirals, the ratio of each rotation's diameter to the next is PHI?!

Try this the next time when you're bored... Measure the distance from the tip of your head to the floor. Then divide that by the distance from your belly button to the floor. Guess what number would you get? haha! Try another example: Measure the distance from your shoulder to your fingertips, and then divide it by the distance from your elbow to your fingertips... guess what will you get? haha!!! its the same as it goes on and on!!! Hip to floor divided by knee to floor... what you get? PHI PHI PHI PHI ! ! ! ! !

I guess stuff like these are really cool facts... well, there's others as well that wasnt really featured in DVC, pityful.... But anyway, its a show worth watching... see how crapping people can speak about Christ... well, a word of advise... watch it with an open heart. NEVER believe a single thing you hear in DVC. Trust your heart and most importantly... trust HIM! ! ! ! ! !

Yours truly,

Help! I'm in a dilemma!!!

2006-05-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

Help!!! I'm in a dilemma!!! Which step should i take to play it safe and effective?

I'm supposed to choose one course for my 1st year diploma course. Here are the following courses offered: Management, Marketing, Human Resource Menagement, Accounting & Finance, Sales and Marketing, Media and Marketing. I've thought of taking management as a start as i was told that its a summary of all the others...

But here is the main problem... After the first year, i'll have to choose 2 courses for my degree which are the following again: Management, Marketing Management, Professional Accounting, lastly... Human Resource Management. This is the hard one...

My dear friends said that i should take up accounting as it works well in society and its advisable for me to take up that course. If thats the case, i'll have to endure the numbers and formulas! that is something i guess its up to me on how 'hard' i'll have to struggle. Apart from that, I think i'll take up either Management or Marketing Management for my second degree. What do you guys think? is it advisable then? i mean.. From the past comments that i hear from others, accounting is quite a challenging course to take up... moreover, once accuired, life would probably be very 'mundane/mandane' (spell error) as an accountant. So... I'm really in a DILEMMA! ! ! ! ! ! need more comments from you guys...

But for now, i guess i've sort of chosen the courses already. 1st year: Management 2nd & 3rd year: Degree in Accounting and Marketing Management... what do you think? is it wise?

Its me again...

2006-05-27T22:37:00.000+08:00

I cant believe I'm actually doing this! Haa... today's the start of my break and boy and i breaking myself! Today i woke up at 1pm and wash up... After that, i basically sat on the couch and watch.... DA CHANG JIN!!!!!!!! Yipee... that show is magnificant! I practically sat there all the way till now which is around 10:55pm, bet my eyes are gonna get blury! haha...

Speaking of this show, i went out with my family for mother's day the other time. We had our dinner at this chinese restaurant near novena and guess what i saw when i approached the counter?! I saw this lady that looked exactly like the da chang jin's main character!!! i was like... ARGH!!!!! haha... the chinese version of it man!!! whiew... blew my mind away...
I mean... you know when you watch the television and then the next moment you saw this gal, you'd go... 'EH!!! i've seen you before!' haha!!! Ok la, i may seem kinda crazed with this show, but its really nice lor! I've even wrote the theme song for this show and will be performing it during one of my concerts! haha, EH! dont blame me ok?! it was min's idea who encouraged me to watch! haha, but i have no regrets.. its really nice... so... you should watch it too!!! haha...
Ok fine! lets change subject then before you guys stop visiting my blog! haha!!! oh wells, lets continue my first day of my 'break'. SO! After i watched the korea series right, i went straight to buy X-men III movie tickets... haha, guess what time is it??? it'll be in about 2 hours time!! thats right! i'll be watching it at 1am!! haha... sorry la, i just cant stand it when everybody is talking about it and saying how nice it is... All the other time slots were fully booked and i couldn't wait till the next day!!! haha... so i'm guessing it'll probably end at 3am?! haha!! COOL!
All marie's fault la!! haha, now everytime i think about what she says ar, i really cannot tahan! When i come back, i'll so get so pissed off!! all the good guys will die??? NOOOO!!!!! how can? and this girl went to the dark side??? how can??? i'm a fan of her leh! wa lao... betray me and that botak professor X! haiz... never mind, later i watch the movie then i'll shout in the middle of the movie.. OI! how can liddat! haha... the next thing i know the security will be sitting next to me instead!!! LOL! ! ! ! ! oh wells, i guess i'll just have to go see it for myself to determine what i must scold for my next entry! haha!!!

Was it just another bad day?

2006-05-26T23:49:00.000+08:00

Wow, recently soo many nice shows are out! what am i gonna watch first! now that my break is here, i finally get to slowen my pace and enjoy myself! whiew! Haha, guess what? my friend says that Over The Hedge is super hilarious! He said that he had not laughed so hard in a long time liao.. haha, and how not to believe him when he's like 21? haha, for his age, i think i can believe whats funny right? ha... so i decided to spent some of my money on just movies!!! apart from that, there's still X-men II! ARGH!!! i feel like whacking that marie up! keep dropping by hints and stuff about the movie! wa lao.. but.. though i dont wanna know, i somehow wanna know! haha.. i'm just weird la... and its all girls' fault! err.. hope i dont get killed now..

After hearing all the things about X-men, it just makes Da Vinci sound neutral... hmm, really curious now. cant wait to watch! haha... this reminds me... a lesson to everyone! its something that i've learned while going out with funny and weird friends! haha, NEVER use words like vibrator and balls in any conversation with friends! it'll just make them roll on the floor, no idea why... Marie thinks that people like allan wu have lots of balls! haha!!! what does she mean? hmm... after a long discussion, i finally realised that 'ball' can also be referred to as muscles! haha!!! can die man!!!

So much more for those happy entries... now for the sad ones... hate to write these but i guess its the only way for me to 'say' it out... I'm not sure now... but 'reality' just keeps slapping me all the time. What should i do? How can i break away from the anguish that i've been doing to myself? How can i not think about it when its constantly reminding you? argh!!! i need therapy... so i guess its just a short thing la... hope that i can get over with such stupid nonsense and start with life... and for that i'll need wonderful friends!!! like you!!! aww...

Thanks... i really appreciate it...

2006-05-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

Just wanna say a very big thank you to marcus and marie tonight for brightening my day. Friends like you will always be remembered and appreciated! Cant describe how much you guys have helped me tonight though it may seem nothing... once again... a very big thank you.

Well, guess things are the same as ever except that i've started to have my schedule filled up even before my break commence. Haha, went out with marie and marcus today and had a whole entire night of fun, laughter and crap! its really nice to laugh with these bubbly people! We just got so excited that we've even book an advance movie ticket at the new ceineplex! cool huh...

I guess things like these will really help me and prevent me from dwelling in to things which i know will progress no more. Its a phrase which i have to go through and i need help from friends like you! also wanna thank von for your kind concern ya... and No! I'm not faking it in case you're wondering(haha)... Now the thing is just to prevent myself from thinking about it whenever i'm alone in my room at night... THESE THINGS ARE NOT GOOD FOR ME! so why am i so crazy over it! bleaghz... i can be so irritating! ha! But this entry is dedicated to you guys who have really helped!

Also, i've intended to further my studies in SMa and attain a dip followed by a bachelor... but the progress and considerations are still on the way... will keep you informed!

Can life get any worse?

2006-05-24T19:06:00.000+08:00

Can life get any worse?!

Things has been downhill for me... Either that or its the bad things that affects me more than the good... There are certain things i'm not sure whether to write down or not cos i do not want anymore misunderstandings... But i guess everyone has a point in their life where they feel as though hopes have vanished from their lives... But i'm sure mine will come back to me again soon... i hope...

Just learned a news today. Aint gonna say what it is. But i really dont know why... when i learned about it, my heart just started to ache alot. However, i was surprised that i didnt even shed a tear! Whats wrong with me? Do i have feelings in me or am i simply stronger? Now i'm beginning to understand how my friend felt when she told me about it too... Thanks girl, i finally understand how you feel... Btw, happy birthday!

Started to think about my future as well. Initially i was thinking of doing some career in the arts like piano/electone teacher, music producer, etc. But after much thinking, i realised that singapore is a country too small for me market my 'talent' or skills... Hence, i've decided to take further studies... Thought of going to SMA and do Business and Marketing or something like that... Going down for an application and interview.. However, as usual... Mr. GOODTHINGS have never visited me lately. Realised that i wasnt eligible to study this year due to my enlistment and there was little chance of me getting a deferment... I really have to pray now... Just hope that fate will have a change of heart... Btw, am i sounding disoriented? I guess its just 'me' now... do pardon me ya and sorry if i've destroyed your day, forgive me... i'll be fine in time to come...

So here is all there is... till my next entry... take care everyone! GOD bless you all!

And you had your bad day! haha, lousy SI wannabe!!!

2006-05-21T22:14:00.000+08:00

Ha! decided not to continue with my previous entry of 'my novel' liao.. haha, lets just say that i had lost my inspiration... if any that is.. haha!

Oh wells... lots of things have been happening these two days man! Got entangled in some stupid office politics at work which i think its really really crap! Beware to those who are entering your career scope, a word of advise: always be careful who you complain/comdemn/comment on as there's always people with two-sided face meaning they can side you one moment and then back-stab you the next! such DESPICABLE people!!! @!#$%^*&)+(!!! these are people whom i refer to as 'two-headed snake'! beware!

Well, apart from that crappy sh*t i got dragged into, i sort of had my new phone rem? and guess what happen? I bought it for about 3 days and it auto shut off on me! and after i collected it from Nokia care centre, i realised that the 'wires' inside my phone werent properly secured! so whenever i slide my phone up and down, i can hear this scratchy thingy which is really annoying! Never knew nokia had such poor service! wa lao... guess i got to go back and either demand a new phone or that they service my phone again! what you guys think i should do? hmm...

And erm... haha... this one was really a fun one... watched the very first episode of Singapore Idol. It was really kinda funny lor... with all those people whom you can laugh crap! With some people who pronounce Nong instead of Long when singing the song! 'Nong nong ago'???!!! haha... i bet the judges in this season sure got their share of laughter esp ken! I was kinda surprised when i saw him laughing on tv! i mean we all know that Ken is like the most stale person on tv... this guy is like the director of hype records and yet he doesnt seem to be that musically inclined as i thought he would be! haha... but i was indeed a good episode this one! hope to see more of such great and yet stupid comedies!!! cant wait to catch the next episode!!! Well, i was just very very very glad that i didnt see steven lim auditioning for this season! otherwise i'm gonna do some magic and pluck out all of his hair!!! haha... no la, cant be that mean.. i'll just shave him... hmm good idea lor... However, i somehow think that this year's is much more 'prepared' and they know what to expect and honestly i was kinda shocked when i saw some of those good singers who are only age 16-21! I wonder who their parents are! Daniel Powter? Jack Johnson? Diana Digarmo? haha... well, just hope that things will get more and more interesting as the show progresses!!!

Celestial Angel

2006-05-18T20:54:00.000+08:00

Hmm... i realised that there are certain things in your life which are hard to explain or define especially when it comes to affairs of the heart... So, i've decided to convert reality into a 'novel' by writing them on my blog... This is one of my story and here's how it goes...

The Celestial Angel and the Man who lives in the streets

All alone he sat there in the dark alleyway. All lights around him seemed to never shine, as if darkness was the only thing that surrounded to him...

It had never dawned upon him that the situation then would be so intense and that it would affect his life. Up against the wall he stood, leaning his head back wondering if there ever was a God who would hear his cry. It didn't take much time before he realised that it was just another one of his stupid 'wants'...

He strolled out of the alleyway as if time had been frozen. However... Just before he was about to walk any further, he realised that there was something in the sky which he had never seen before, during those times of 'pondering moments'. The sparkle in the sky had started to grow brighter and was approaching him at tremendous speed. The next thing he saw... was complete darkness...

A huge pain came from inside his head as he awoke. As he struggled to regain his consciousness, he realised that he was in a totally new enviroment. He was in a room that very much looked like those in his house which he once owned... Sitting up rubbing his eyes, he knew that this was no dream. He went out of his masterbedroom and searched the entire house but there was no one around. Just as he was about to head for the kitchen, he heard a sound coming from the frontdoor. Feared just doesnt seem to be part of him no more and so he headed straight for the door and opened it. There she was, a weak looking girl who fell straight into his arms, her legs could barely sustain herself. It was out of care that he decided to take care for this girl will she gets better. He brought the girl to his couch near him and place her unto it lying down, while he went to get some warm water and a glass of milk.

He couldn't remember what had struck him that night nor could he remember how he eneded up in his own house! He didnt even know what that shining thing was it... Feeling vexed, he went on to the kitchen.

Time has passed and the girl hasn't come round. He dampened the cloth in warm water and brushed it round her face. As he did so, a feeling gushed into his heart. He had never encounted this feeling before... The girl looked extremely pretty and sweet looking, someone who he never thought would exist on earth. Where did she come from? Who was she? What is she doing here?

Find out in my next entry...

William VS Steven!!!

2006-05-17T22:23:00.000+08:00

Was on my way to get MSD today after work towards Funan when i was stopped by this woman... Up as i reached the main road, i was stopped by this woman who handed me this piece of paper. I assumed it was just another stupid adverts but HEY! i was in for a shock! On the paper it contained a picture of Steven Lim with his profile and this phone line... Apparently it was an advert to 'promote' Steven's talents (if any) and support him to his entertainment career! WTH!!!

I mean.. its not as though its the first time we've all heard about this guy... having to embarrass himself during SI season 1 was what i call, deadly... On the whole, i'd dare say that he's a nice guy with erm... a weird sense of humor and enternainment... Compare him with William Hung, I think that william is more 'decent'. Though both have non-average EQ (aint mean to be bad), i still think that william is still the better man or at least he aint that 'show-off/desperate'. That guy has tried his best in many ways dude! Oh wells, its really an embarrassment to see Steven 'fluant' himself on national television on programmes such as SI, Giving losers another chance and etc... I just hope that something good will come out of him rather than those usual 'special' dances!!!

Did you know??? Eleven of the fifty U.S. states are named after an actual person!

Just another day...

2006-05-16T22:18:00.000+08:00

Oh wells, its another fine day for me... When it comes to weekdays, my life seems like a video recording, it just keeps playing the same thing, rewind... then re-play over and over again... haha, anyway.. just a few updates... intending to go over to malaysia for shopping this june. Dont know why my butt just cant seem to stay in Singapore! I'm just weird la... sorry...

Apart from that, i need some of you guys to help me in this... Need your advise... i intend to go to malaysia to get a video camera, do you think its wise? I mean like purchase it from those shopping centres la like KLCC (twin towers). Not sure whether the prices will be cheaper as compared to Singapore's. However, i'm worried about the warrenty(spell error =P) thingy... so you guys do drop tags to let me know what you think ya... heez...

I guess thats about it for my day... till my next entry... take care folks! love ya!

Did you know? (this is kinda sick, but here goes) I just figured out that the 'boss' of Adidas is kinda perverted and sick... know why? cos it simply means... ALL DAY I DREAM ABOUT SEX! haha!!!
*the above 'fact' is not factual at all... for entertainment purposes only... heez!

Another tiring day...

2006-05-14T22:06:00.000+08:00

Its another tiring day today! But at least it was a day well spent... As planned, i bought my phone today... wow... i must be really out of time, didnt know hps had such cool functions! Apart from that, i went down to Funan IT mall to get a webcam too! so now i can see people and others can see my 'beautiful and sexy' face! HAHAHA!!! oh wells, i guess that about all today...

Haissh... feel like i'm in this 'twilight' time zone now.. lots of things going through my mind, good and bad... well for one, been thinking of work... Its really been keeping me at the edges of my chair, lots of work to prepare for just a 20mins performance... hope things are worth it! And erm.. apart from that, been feeling very weak and a little sick too, haish.. think i've over-worked my body... its time to really hibernate meself !!! Guess thats all i've got to say today... till next time, take care everyone and may GOD bless each and everyone of you!!! smilez!!!

Did you know???

Eleven of the fifty U.S states are named after an actual person?

What an electric day! ! ! ! ouch! ! !

2006-05-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

Waa... today ar.... i'm so gonna complain on my blog la! Pissed of by things certain people can do and will do!!! haha, let me evaluate..

hmm, firstly... I met up with 'Vonny oh Von' today and we decided to take a train to Jurong... then guess what happens?? she tells me to meet her in bishan and then take a train down to city hall and then transfer to all the way to jurong... notice the first 'blur' incident of the day??? hmm... why did i have to transfer and take a longer route when i could have just taken the DIRECT line all the way to jurong?! HAHA!!! dont ask me... its vonny's syndrome taking over!!! all her fault!!!

Apart from that, we went to jurong point to do some errants and went to a shop to have curry chicken kuay tiao.. slurp! seldom get to eat curry KUAY TIAO cos its not everywhere... only got curry mee ma... though i was feeling kinda sick, i continued to eat happily.. well, you'll never know tomorrow what so just eat lor.. After lunch, we went to scout for MP3 and a handphone! Guess what?! i've finally found the handphone i liked! And also on top of that, von also got something that she liked!!! wanna know what? hmm... its a phone... but whats so special about it?! its pink and its full of disney characters!!! wa lao!!! dont wanna say la (later she kill me). Anyway, i'm getting a phone and its called Nokia 6280! heard of it? haha, intending to get that phone tomorrow! so cool man!!! but anyway, after that went to bugis, to find MP3 for vonny for her mother... eh! you people better get some prezzies or something installed for mummy k?! important you know! haha... after a considerable time, we went to suntec to hang around again... waa, tell you ar... this whole of today i've been going from one place to another... can die man!

So again we went here and there and had dinner and stuff ! tell you ar.. i'm really honestly truly getting fat la! i keep eating!!! cannot man! i must control!!! After a whole lot of stuff and crap, we decided to call it a day... and we sure got caught in another part of the entertainment!!! there we were sitting down waiting for the train to arrive when i looked through the reflection of the door of the mrt and there it was.... 1 guy doing some super gay dance in front of 2 of his friends! We started laughing so hard!!! haha, and they were NS men! hai... things guys do when there are no women in NS camps! waa.. its really grusome man! they're killing everyone around them la.! its worse than chicken little doing break dance... haha, but i think you'd have to see it for yourself then you'll know how i feel... waa.. TERRIBLE!
So i guess that was most of it lor.. had to summarise a little, haha... the whole story would be devastating!!! haha.. oh wells, until next time... take care!!!

Did you know??? Alaska has the highest percentage of people that walk to work!

Exhausted... Tired... Sleepy...

2006-05-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

Waa... great day these two days have been! Its so great that i'm really in terrible need of sleep... Lets start with yesterday... heez

Hmm, went out with my group of friends.... OH SHOOTS! I just realised something... I forgot what i did yesterday!!! haha! OMG, things that you'll never get to experience from others except when you meet Elvin... =P He's just sooo special isn't he?! Anyway, i could only remember the evening part... Basically got together with some of my old friend, Jeffrey, Mabel, etc... Loads of amazing 'updates' esp when i've not been able to chat with them in ages... well, just within that 1 year, my friend (aint gonna mention who, ha!) got rich and start his own line of business!!! what crap... people like him just flaunt his 'stuff' and get rich, then people like me?! Work harder than cats and dogs yet I get fewer than the stray cat who lives at my void deck! What is this world coming to?! Oh, let me continue... then after the chat and stuff, i realised that we've been talking till like 3am! haha, it was then where i started to get really sleepy and wanted to go home when my friend said he wanted to have 'supper' aka breakfast since its 3am! So we drove to the airport for Nasi Lemak! waa... imagine my face with puffy eyes eating nasi lemak!

SO!!! by the time we finished everything, it was around 5am... and by the time i got back home and bathe, it was 630 and my maid just woke up! haha! you should have seen the look on her face! White as elephant only... (???) then after that i basically slept and then woke up at 10am again to meet my long long lost friend... ser ee!!! This gal is soo cool ok?! I've never in my entire life seen her frown before... ... ... ... .. ... ... ok fine! i confess... maybe once or twice... but that was it! Apart from that, her smile is like her clothes la... always 'on' one lor... (???) btw, does my english sound weird to any of you??? Dunno leh, some people find it weird... well... its just my special me ok?! must remember hor, no one else does better than me! heez...

Oh wells, then after that i just went to have lunch, then went to work.... !!!! oh and did i forgot to mention?! I've got a new face!!!! cool huh?! haha, no la! i didnt go for plastic ok! i merely went for a facial treatment and got all my pimples removed!!! haha!!! The bad thing about this is.....IT HURTS LIKE HELL! ! ! ! ! ! waaa!!! but i guess its all worth it lor... haha

Oh wells, now i'm gonna have my peaceful sleep after 2 long days of catching up!!! haha, need to go out more often, these are fun!!! Gotta Zzzzz!!!

renovating in progress...

2006-05-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

Hello again! As you can see, I've sort of did something to my bloggy but i think there's lots of more work to me done! And the worse thing of all is that, i know nuts about html!!! argh!!! So i guess it'll take a while before i'm able to get the hang of things! :D

Anyway, went out again with some of my friends to get prezzies for my baby friend, Valencia! (what a cool name!) Its her birthday today and so i decided to bring her to Toy'R'us and get some stuff that she might like. And as you can expect, all babies like nothing but barbie! After purchasing her 2 very own sets of Barbies, you could see that she suddenly 'like' me that extra more! haha... Well, i guess it was a day worth spending. Oh, and guess what?! I realised that i've got loads of friends who's birthday happen to fall on this month, and you know what this will do to my wallet right? =P

Apart from that, I think i really have to 'chiong' again for my arrangements of songs for the performance! Waa... how am i gonna learn and memorise 4 songs in just 3 weeks?! OMG! No choice! Must OT everyday... :( These days i've been feeling very lethargic, from all that work and stuff going through my mind, I'm always tired! morning gotta work from 7am till 5pm followed by a series of 'self-trainging' will 9pm! WTH! I think i deserve a break! For that, i was thinking of going overseas during the month of June... hmm.. malaysia perhaps? guess i should just chill out for a moment... Who's interested? :P

Yipee!!! My new blog!!!

2006-05-08T23:33:00.000+08:00

HAHA!!! Hey people!!! welcome to the new opening of my blog! hmm, not sure whether its a good thing or not, but i guess i'll just try to have the patience for it. So do excuse my layouts and other stuff that might not be up to standard, if you have any suggestions or ideas, feel free to tag my blog and let me know ya! Arigato!

Hmmm, lets start with a little bit of today. Went out with Yvonne today, got some gifts and wrappers... realised that there are many people who's birthday happend to fall in this month all at the same time! waa, there goes a hole in my pocket! haha, other than that... well, we sort of went to bugis's Seiyu to scout for some ideas. Till i went past the toys department, wow i was amazed by all those nice toys! haha... EH! i'm not lacking of childhood or anything ok! its just that i've never seen all these 'high tech' toys before! haha, i saw this fairy toy, its name is Repunzel (spell error :P) anyway, i could just press one button, then her hair will start growning!!! wow..!!! haha...

Err, for your info, i wasnt really playing with toys ya... just window shopping for prezzies! haha.. so in the end, my and von like spent nearly 30mins in that department itself! waa, terrible!!! Oh, then after that we went to the counter after getting some thing (tsk tsk), i saw this guy who bought some cooking utensils... total was around $40... and guess what i saw next??? That guy took out a $1000 note from his wallet and handed it over to the counter!!! waa!!! never seen such things ever before!!!

So in the end that lady had to give out like a stack of $50 notes in return as change!!! haha, i've never seen so much money as change in my entire life!!! haha...

After all those 'drama', basically went around shop a little and poof! i'm back here in from of my computer again! wells, i'll update more on my blog ya?! thanks to you guys out there reading this! I'll write my blogs more often now! haha!!! Arigato!!!

ps: my tagboard is not ready yet. so pls bear with it for a while... =)