Friendship... companionship... lovers...

Its a new day its a new vision! A beginning phrase... a new chapter in my life... Nothing much to talk about other than my new chapter with sayang. Exams were basically over, was hinted to me by my teacher that i did amazingly well though i've had no idea whether he how much he meant by 'amazingly'... but from what he said, i think a distinction might do well for me, hahaha!

Well, if you're not into mushy stuff or anything that might raise your hair then its time for you to close this window now cos its my time to brag about muah love.. hehe!

What else can i say other than the fact that i've met an amzing girl who has caused a deep impression of me... Someone who i thought i could only meet through my dreams, someone who i thought that i can only dream about but can never hold... But guess what? it came true! And never had i felt this way before...

You may say that its just the beginning phrase of my life that i'm feeling this way and that in time to come, all that i've once felt will probably fade away. But to me, i seriously doubt that this will happen. Though i cannot totally say that i wont change, but i'll change in a way that i'll still love her with all my heart, just that you know... all those mushy love love aww stuff that new couples say to one another will probably decrease? hahaha! i'm not too sure about it meself... but lets just let time and both our hearts tell... I'm very sure that if we're able to continue what we've been doing...

But these days have been totally 'rejuvenating'! Its like i'm starting to grow and learn things from one another and it has never been so interesting! hahahahahahaha! May we overcome any obsticles along the way and breakaway from the norm! Hallelujah!

Aww... just the 2 of us

It was a cool day!

Lots of things has happened and there's only one simple word to describe it, "contented"... been pretty crazy about soccer these days now that EPL has started, i'm able to crash over at my friend's place and watch those incredible matches! haha, funktastic!

And erm, the other crazy thing that has happened is that...... is that....... is THAT..... I'VE GOT A GIRLFRIEND! its been only 4 days that we've been together but it feels like forever. The feeling that came over me is truly beyond words... Though some of you may think that i'm just exaggerating but its the truth. With her around, my life has never been mandane! I know in every relationship, there will surely be ups and downs, but i'm willing to take this chance and walk this path together with her even if it means that i'll have to make extreme sacrifices. To me, love and companionship means more than any materialistic thing in this world. Without it, so what if you have the world? so what if you're the world's richest man? Nothing can fill that gap in one's heart except love. Come to think of it, it so much reminds me of a cartoon song... heard of powerpuff girls? there's this song that says "love love love love love love... love love love... makes the world go round"! haha, i so agree with that... All i can say now is that i'm ready to face any obstacles in our path and reach out to the maximum.

Love is also like a triangle between me, my gf and God... the closer we are together, the closer we walk towards Him. The diagram below is something that i drew, pardon the workmanship though, but i hope you understand... haha!

That pretty much summarises all the stuff that's mentioned! haha, now its back to arranging songs, training for army, and also... trying not to get so 'frustrated' over simple matters.. haha!

And before i go off.. i wanna complain!!! about meself! damn! i'm so freaking stoopid! went out today and took some shots of sayang, me and marie while we were pubbing. But guess what? that stoopid elvin had to screw up the simple copy and paste thing from hp to computer. so now everything has been erased! waa... that guy ought to be shot in the head!

Cool fun days!

Days are certainly going better and better each day, each night, each minute, each second! Love how i've been partying, going to the movies, shopping, chilling out... and the best of it... its to spend AMAZING time with muah friends! both dudes and babes... ! haha, gonna miss ya'll when i'm gone! boohoo!!! haha.. oh sheesh! well, here are some of the pix!






Didnt had time to take many more pix! was too busy playing! haha!

Btw, i got this really cool pic! tell me what do you see in the pic below? COOL HUH!

Tokyo Drift

WOOT! Econs is finally over! man, i think this is one of the most hardworking phrase of my life when it comes to mugging! haha, constant trips to the library, going to benny's club, sayang's club... whoa! i gotta admit... it sure was a ride!!!

But anyways... done with my econs, now its left with stats! blistering typhoons! thats one heck of a subject i'm worried for... but from what i hear from the rest, apparently its supposed to be freakin easy! oh wells, its either i'm dumb or they're too damn smart for this dip! haha.. jk jk jk !!!

Oh yeap! watched Tokyo Drift today as a form of relexation! man, i swear the japanese have a better sense of crossing the roads as compared to the ones in the movie! But the cars in the movie are sure a WOOPIE! The cars are hot, babes are hot and hell was the racing the hottest, effects and all!!!

Wells, that should do the entry... though short, but cool... haha! cant wait till thursday to arrive! it'll be the start of a new life for me! =P But for now.. its back to mugging!

Love worship

Yesterday night was a night that brought me closer to Him! Things that I never could see was shown to me by the grace and mercy of Him. Lord i consecrate my life to You. Truly enjoyed the sermon, band, company, atmosphere and everyone...

There wasnt much time to take photos as we were all too busy to jumpin, praisin, singin and rockin! But here are some of the pics that we managed to snap!

The wonderful gang!!!

Praise the Lord our God... our Father!!!

Friends of Elle and Clarence

Me and Elle!

Aussie Pastor and his story abt his first kiss, haha!

These are most of the stuff that we took! it sure was a spectacular night! Now with God by our side... exams will surely be a breeze! haha!!! Oh, i missed out another impt person! my buddy, Clarence who was kind enough to help snapping!

Emo-me

A friend asked, "How are you?".

I often say that I'm good. Even if I am not. Just so that I won't get into conversations of pretentious symphaty. Just so that I can avoid lenghty talks about what I really feel. That's me. Afraid.

I'm a person who hates conflict, so most of the time, I just shut up even if I don't like what's happening. I am guilty of smiling to conceal what I really feel. And I hate that. I hate myself for finding it tough to express how I really feel. I hate myself for hating to talk about how I feel. As if I don't give a damn about the things that involve my psychological self. That's me. Apathetic.

I'm like a sponge that absorbs everything. One that desperately needs to be runover by a truck to squeeze everything out of it.

I tell you, I am one tough guy. But when a thousand little things pile up, they screw you big time. It's like being in an open sea, with these unified 'little' idiots pulling you down like a John Deere tractor tied to your ankles. You can't do nothing but drown... slowly.

I apologise if i may seem vexed, paradox or whatever you'd call it. But I guess if i dont get it off my chest, I'd probably be "emofied".

F.O.P ! ! ! !

Whiew! back again! went for F.O.P yesterday and it sure was good ! whoa! i realised that i've started to become a Don Moen fan! his songs were simply my kind of music, either that or i was in the mood for his music! haha, it was kinda 'basanovic' if there's even such a term!


Well, though i was very much expecting Delirious? to turn up but i guess they wont be coming till next year. But come or not it was still a time of worship and i truly madly deeply love it! and thanks to those buddies of mine who made things more fun! will upload the photos soon!!! oh! these are some of the pics that were taken! compliments of elle with her special effects!

And i think i just blew up nearly about $100 just that day! what a day huh? didnt even bought anything other than an album! i guess when you're enjoying, you really cant tell huh?! haha! wells, looks on the bright side! at least my money is given to christ and not other nonsense stuff that i used to spend! Besides, I'm merely adding another collection to my iPod! cool !

And so.. now's the time for mugging once again... with exams round the corner, i really have to burn some midnight oil! if only i could burn my fats instead... haiz! haha, oh wells! gotta do more reading up and when its all over! once agian.... ITS PARTY TIME! Oh well, haha! thought this pic was kinda nice! effects!... not the girl on the right! haha, jk jk jk jk !!! . . .