work? sigh...

Gosh, everyday's been a chore ever since my new shift started. Call me lazy but its been so long since i've worked so much everyday! where's the welfare?! lol

My shift's changed and now i have to work 4 days instead of the usual 1 day! can you believe it? my life was the blossom of the sun! now! I'd rather get pricked my a thousand torns from the rose. haha, not literally. but yea...

oh well, like now where i've just got back from camp, and tomorrow i've to report back at 1030am! its a killer.... hahaha! ok i think i'm whinning rather than complaining. lol i'll stop now.

Well, on the brighter side, i've finally been doing lots of thinking about life and remember those previous entry under the "to-do list"? some of them are actually coming true. Hallelujah! =D I've manged to have more regular driving lessons, arranged music lessons, and i might actually be perfoming again. not bad... if only i didnt had NS to get in the way. LOL

SCREAM's coming! 1st june! i happen to be working that day, still contemplating whether or not i should just hop by the hospital and get a few days MC. That'll save me alots of trouble! haha. Yes luh, its been a long time since i've ate snakes (chao keng) already. How much hurt would it done?

FYI: you guys should have seen my cupboard, its like stacked with medicines of all kinds! haha, just in case if any of you are sick or unwell, no need to see doctor, see me. Free consultation, $50 medicine fee.... hahahha! joking la... but i might have the medicines you need. so if you dare, just ask. =D

Okies, time to go relax for a few hours before i can finally take a nice break. whiew! alrighty, nites everyone...

Few random stuff...

First but not least... i wanna say a big big big big big big CONGRATULATIONS to Amanda for her graduation! Can finally let out a sigh of relief eh? Seems like 3 years have left you quite a bit of memories! =D haha! Now you're a step closer to the thing you want!!!


The place you'll never forget amanda! =P



The happy successful graduate!



The cast involved... tsk!

*btw... hey amanda! hope your application to meridien is approved! -fingers crossed-

The other day just after amanda's grad, we all headed down to Ramen Ramen and had ourselves a nice bowl of warm ramen with lots of side dishes! lol ! and we had a little discussion on job employment etc. And then it dawn upon me...

What am i gonna do in the future? What's instored for me in years to come?

Somehow I thought about it myself and i realised how "behind" i am. I'm not doing anything now frankly which i should have when i planned. I kinda planned it way back actually. Here's 3 most important things that i should've done by the time i ORD:

1) Completed and attained my Driving Licence
2) Taken several modules in my Dip and decided on my course of Degree
3) Taken several grades ahead in my Music path

There are still a few others but are generally less important. Honestly, its not that i dont wanna do, but its financially heavy on the pocket. =( Now i know when people say that money shouldnt be the reason to stop someone from persuing his/her path, how so true.

Sigh, if only i had the chance to do what i really want. ARGH! I dont wanna go to that topic of NS... sigh... lols! well, since every male has to go through the same things as me, i guess i'll probably just have to work my way around it. God help me! Plueeeze!

On a lighter note, I simply took up some contest i found on the TODAY paper. Its some funky party called SCREAM @ Cafe del Mar on 1st June. I just read the article and sent the message to participate. Sent in 2 entries actually both mine and elle's.



Guess what?! The both of us won! How cool is that?! lol ! We were both so excited that we went down and collected 2 pairs of tickets! WHOOOOO!!!!! Alvin joined us too... Lots of bands are gonna be there namely Wicked Aura, Tabula, FemmeArsNova, May & Choy, Sodagreen etc. DJs Daniel Ong and Xiaozhu are gonna be there too. (I've no idea who the heck some of them are actually... but whatever... =P) So yep! I just know thats its gonna be a blast!!!

Okies, i think i might have updated quite a bit tonight. lol! I'll log off here. OMG! before that... I'm gonna watch Pirates of the Carribean 3 tomorrow! Elle's so excited over it! Just hope that there's gonna be enough tickets though. -fingers crossed-

Amanda's mummy's party!

whiew! came back so late yesterday so i didnt had time to blog. had uber fun time at amanda's mum birthday party! lots of people making so much noise la! even the tv became so soft. lol!

Met up with elle early afternoon and bought lots of presents that we should've been given out long ago but we didnt have the time to either meet them or see them... (sorry kelvin! =P) so yea, then off we went to our lil shopping at sengkang.

I've never actually been there often but it looks kinda quiet. Its a place for people who seek peace and quiet. Not a bad place to retire and move to. =D

So there we were at amanda's house! waa... she told us she did some cooking! i was kinda shock! girls nowadays have learnt how to cook again? notbad... and it really was quite good! I love the food! all the Ngoh Hiang... slurps!!!

The wonderful people who lived happily ever after. =P

The girls who went through thick and thin together!

Finally! the cutting cake arrived and boy was i looking at the cake! we took some pics as amanda's mum enjoyed her birthday mango cake!!! yummylicious!
*hope you liked the bag auntie* =D here are some pics.

Yummy... I love mango cakes!

Birthday mum and her presents

Birthday song... in 3 languages! lol


Time to dig that mango cake!

The family themselves... aww..

ah, yesterday was our 9mths anniversary too. Didnt exactly had any big celebrations or anything but we had presents too! Chip and Dale! Our new handphone spokesanimal... err i meant handphone holder. lol....

Happy Anniversary dear...

Thank you for being so patient with me all these while when i was having my downs. You've been ever so kind to me... thank you... thank you... -hugs-

tired.

Just got home from work. Really tired this time... so tired...

I realised that everywhere you go, everything that you do, there's always people... someone who will judge you, comment you, etc. And if a job given is not executed as planned, you're fucked. Thats when you know you're "marked".

I've been hiding and holding back all these while. Why cant you guys give me a break? Why cant anyone or at least someone try to talk to me without even raising his/her voice and start getting agitated, i feel so... tired and frustrated.. but i know i'm not allowed to raise my voice.

I'm sorry alright... i know i've screwed up as always. if only i knew how to make things better. If only people wouldnt judge people. If only others wouldnt have a persception towards one another. i guess it can be good... and bad... in some ways.

I think i should just loose myself and stop maintaining things that i've been trying to do. "lets just get fat".

All i need is... comfort and peace from people. is it so hard to ask for?

Spiderman 3 rocks!

Break break and more breaks! been trying to take as much leave and breaks as i can before my new shift changes. Its gonna be tough when it has! whiew!

Went to catch Spiderman 3 today. Bravo i'd say! I absolutely love the CGI effects! If only singapore had 0.05 of what they could actually do... sigh. However, i kinda thought that the ending was a little anti climax if i might say. Well, i'm not gonna say it right here so you guys can go check it out and see them for yourself. But overall, i think it was indeed a brilliant show!

Today was a nice and sweet day for me. Manged to get our arse (me and gf) off from our house and actually do some "dating"! Went to have our wonderful Ichiban as always... Never fails to satisfy...

Following which we decided to relive our childhood... guess what... hahahahaha! we went to take neoprints! WTH ! ! ! ! (T.T) yea i know...

As much as i hate saying this but i really do think that its kinda nice having to relive those times again eh when you go to every machine and see which one is the coolest and then you along with your school boys and girls drop their bags and squeeze into the small space and snaps snaps!

Luckily it was only the 2 of us today and yeap! we had fun! its amazing what neoprints can do to your face! pimple free! =D


And whats the worse that could happen? the gf brought me to KTV ! it was most embarrassing when she called me virgin boy cause i've not been to ktv in singapore! wth la... and the room was soo small... japan's ktv are huge! they have books to refer to so it makes browsing much more convenient comapared to Kbox which was kinda hard to search for a song.

But yea... had an awefull great time singing horribly! if only the deaf had heard me sing, i might be able to bring them hearing! =P hahaha! Awesome awesome day!

-loves loves!-