I've shifted.... Changed blog...

Redirect me! ! ! !

Relink me! ! !

=D

There I was sitting in the cinema watching the "The Leap Years" and through my mind was running with lots of thoughts. Apart, from the love story line, I'd say the environment, the music, the atmosphere... just everything about it makes it feel so me. Strange but I've never really been able to express them in words... only from the things around me. Just happens that this whole "place" seems so familiar.

I guess that's why music relates to me alot. It says all about how I feel even without the words.

Have you ever compared that "you" when you're sitting alone at home after shower with your mind relaxing and wondering through how much your life went past. Compared to the "you" when you're out with your friends, parents or even the spouse? Who of yourself do you feel closer to?

I'm not sure if its a good thing. But the first option is more of me. Well, you can say I'm a person who likes to appreciate the environment around myself. And sometimes I do feel that "lonesome" self, just lying back and dwelling into simplicity of life.

Don't get me wrong, I still love Elle with all my heart and she's the best girl I've met. Though we still have lots of things to learn from one another but if you give me another chance to choose someone else, I'd rather glue myself to her. =D *Love you sweets!

Its been awhile... did a little thinking...

here's the question.

We live on this earth once...

Would you give up your interest/passion in doing something that you think you can truly excel?

OR

Would you follow what others tell you to seek even though its the best opportunity to them?

One gives you satisfaction and accomplishment while the latter simply provides you the substantial attainment to life.

It has been a question for years and I thought I've answered it. But once again this has resurface...

Shit happens all the time regardless of where you are or what you do. And things just get that tad bit worse when you're in National Service.

As you progress through time, you seem to have more responsibilities over your men. But not only does your allowance remain the same, you're bounded between your authority as a leader and the people whom you work so closely with and yet you're compelled to justify their actions when its "unlawful". Police catching one another... my goodness.

On the other side of life, things have been quite a ride. One bright side of it is that I just attained my marksmanship and also a sliver timing under SOC's (Special Operation Command) ippt table. Glad that I got that extra $300 this month too! Arrived in my pockets just in time for Chinese New Year.

As for my CNY shopping spree... Well, it wasn't exactly what I had pictured. My "To-get-list" just seemed to be more expensive than I thought! LOL! Well, but it was the scouting with lil chun mei and mum that made it so much more enjoyable.

Oh, even bought myself a shoe rack which had no instructions whatsoever. There was just a packet of different kinds of nails which me and chun mei had to experiment with different options how to assemble that thing together. But as she says... it tests the tension in a relationship. -laughs-

I have no idea why I'm feeling the way I am now.

Its probably the environment. It could be this period of time. Or it could even be the sheer bad luck that seems to dawn on me.

Nothing seems to go right at all...

What's happening...

Everyone seems to be doing some reflection for 2007 as a new year approaches. I guess one way or another, we've all moved on. I wish all my friends a Happy New Year! May the coming year bring you success, happiness, fulfillment, and contentment. Lets just do a little self-reflection;

Some of my reflections this year:

- It seems just yesterday when I was struggling during BMT. It was a good experience. But then again... you know I'm lying. HAHA!

- I did what I wanted to achieve this year. Attain driving license and getting my braces. Not that much I can do in NS anyways.

- Love just seems to nurture too. Elle and myself understand one another better. We are just the same as we once began. Which I think its really really extraordinary. And they say feelings change... ha!


My 2008 Resolutions:

- Attain my degree

- Attain my diploma in Music

- If possible.... Get a car (Need all the luck)

- Come up with a career plan which can be a real nutcrack.

Somehow 2008 seems so much more hectic. But enthralling at the same time. Gosh I so cant wait till ord!!!

Mission Failed.