My last entry...

Hey all, this shall me my last entry before I enlist today... and yea, you all are probably thinking why am i still awake at this hour when i'm supposed to report for camp in like another 4hrs!!! haha, but i'm just here to say bye to all of ya!

I guess the person that i'll miss the most is my baby sayang. I'll miss you darling...

Loving you always... Now till forever...

No matter what happens, no matter what comes along the way, even if you're in any part of the world, even if you really need someone, even if you dont need anyone... call me irritating... but i'll be here for you no matter what...

Days have been fun and enjoyable! Never felt better... never felt great!

Friendship... companionship... lovers...

Its a new day its a new vision! A beginning phrase... a new chapter in my life... Nothing much to talk about other than my new chapter with sayang. Exams were basically over, was hinted to me by my teacher that i did amazingly well though i've had no idea whether he how much he meant by 'amazingly'... but from what he said, i think a distinction might do well for me, hahaha!

Well, if you're not into mushy stuff or anything that might raise your hair then its time for you to close this window now cos its my time to brag about muah love.. hehe!

What else can i say other than the fact that i've met an amzing girl who has caused a deep impression of me... Someone who i thought i could only meet through my dreams, someone who i thought that i can only dream about but can never hold... But guess what? it came true! And never had i felt this way before...

You may say that its just the beginning phrase of my life that i'm feeling this way and that in time to come, all that i've once felt will probably fade away. But to me, i seriously doubt that this will happen. Though i cannot totally say that i wont change, but i'll change in a way that i'll still love her with all my heart, just that you know... all those mushy love love aww stuff that new couples say to one another will probably decrease? hahaha! i'm not too sure about it meself... but lets just let time and both our hearts tell... I'm very sure that if we're able to continue what we've been doing...

But these days have been totally 'rejuvenating'! Its like i'm starting to grow and learn things from one another and it has never been so interesting! hahahahahahaha! May we overcome any obsticles along the way and breakaway from the norm! Hallelujah!

Aww... just the 2 of us

It was a cool day!

Lots of things has happened and there's only one simple word to describe it, "contented"... been pretty crazy about soccer these days now that EPL has started, i'm able to crash over at my friend's place and watch those incredible matches! haha, funktastic!

And erm, the other crazy thing that has happened is that...... is that....... is THAT..... I'VE GOT A GIRLFRIEND! its been only 4 days that we've been together but it feels like forever. The feeling that came over me is truly beyond words... Though some of you may think that i'm just exaggerating but its the truth. With her around, my life has never been mandane! I know in every relationship, there will surely be ups and downs, but i'm willing to take this chance and walk this path together with her even if it means that i'll have to make extreme sacrifices. To me, love and companionship means more than any materialistic thing in this world. Without it, so what if you have the world? so what if you're the world's richest man? Nothing can fill that gap in one's heart except love. Come to think of it, it so much reminds me of a cartoon song... heard of powerpuff girls? there's this song that says "love love love love love love... love love love... makes the world go round"! haha, i so agree with that... All i can say now is that i'm ready to face any obstacles in our path and reach out to the maximum.

Love is also like a triangle between me, my gf and God... the closer we are together, the closer we walk towards Him. The diagram below is something that i drew, pardon the workmanship though, but i hope you understand... haha!

That pretty much summarises all the stuff that's mentioned! haha, now its back to arranging songs, training for army, and also... trying not to get so 'frustrated' over simple matters.. haha!

And before i go off.. i wanna complain!!! about meself! damn! i'm so freaking stoopid! went out today and took some shots of sayang, me and marie while we were pubbing. But guess what? that stoopid elvin had to screw up the simple copy and paste thing from hp to computer. so now everything has been erased! waa... that guy ought to be shot in the head!

Cool fun days!

Days are certainly going better and better each day, each night, each minute, each second! Love how i've been partying, going to the movies, shopping, chilling out... and the best of it... its to spend AMAZING time with muah friends! both dudes and babes... ! haha, gonna miss ya'll when i'm gone! boohoo!!! haha.. oh sheesh! well, here are some of the pix!






Didnt had time to take many more pix! was too busy playing! haha!

Btw, i got this really cool pic! tell me what do you see in the pic below? COOL HUH!

Tokyo Drift

WOOT! Econs is finally over! man, i think this is one of the most hardworking phrase of my life when it comes to mugging! haha, constant trips to the library, going to benny's club, sayang's club... whoa! i gotta admit... it sure was a ride!!!

But anyways... done with my econs, now its left with stats! blistering typhoons! thats one heck of a subject i'm worried for... but from what i hear from the rest, apparently its supposed to be freakin easy! oh wells, its either i'm dumb or they're too damn smart for this dip! haha.. jk jk jk !!!

Oh yeap! watched Tokyo Drift today as a form of relexation! man, i swear the japanese have a better sense of crossing the roads as compared to the ones in the movie! But the cars in the movie are sure a WOOPIE! The cars are hot, babes are hot and hell was the racing the hottest, effects and all!!!

Wells, that should do the entry... though short, but cool... haha! cant wait till thursday to arrive! it'll be the start of a new life for me! =P But for now.. its back to mugging!

Love worship

Yesterday night was a night that brought me closer to Him! Things that I never could see was shown to me by the grace and mercy of Him. Lord i consecrate my life to You. Truly enjoyed the sermon, band, company, atmosphere and everyone...

There wasnt much time to take photos as we were all too busy to jumpin, praisin, singin and rockin! But here are some of the pics that we managed to snap!

The wonderful gang!!!

Praise the Lord our God... our Father!!!

Friends of Elle and Clarence

Me and Elle!

Aussie Pastor and his story abt his first kiss, haha!

These are most of the stuff that we took! it sure was a spectacular night! Now with God by our side... exams will surely be a breeze! haha!!! Oh, i missed out another impt person! my buddy, Clarence who was kind enough to help snapping!

Emo-me

A friend asked, "How are you?".

I often say that I'm good. Even if I am not. Just so that I won't get into conversations of pretentious symphaty. Just so that I can avoid lenghty talks about what I really feel. That's me. Afraid.

I'm a person who hates conflict, so most of the time, I just shut up even if I don't like what's happening. I am guilty of smiling to conceal what I really feel. And I hate that. I hate myself for finding it tough to express how I really feel. I hate myself for hating to talk about how I feel. As if I don't give a damn about the things that involve my psychological self. That's me. Apathetic.

I'm like a sponge that absorbs everything. One that desperately needs to be runover by a truck to squeeze everything out of it.

I tell you, I am one tough guy. But when a thousand little things pile up, they screw you big time. It's like being in an open sea, with these unified 'little' idiots pulling you down like a John Deere tractor tied to your ankles. You can't do nothing but drown... slowly.

I apologise if i may seem vexed, paradox or whatever you'd call it. But I guess if i dont get it off my chest, I'd probably be "emofied".

F.O.P ! ! ! !

Whiew! back again! went for F.O.P yesterday and it sure was good ! whoa! i realised that i've started to become a Don Moen fan! his songs were simply my kind of music, either that or i was in the mood for his music! haha, it was kinda 'basanovic' if there's even such a term!


Well, though i was very much expecting Delirious? to turn up but i guess they wont be coming till next year. But come or not it was still a time of worship and i truly madly deeply love it! and thanks to those buddies of mine who made things more fun! will upload the photos soon!!! oh! these are some of the pics that were taken! compliments of elle with her special effects!

And i think i just blew up nearly about $100 just that day! what a day huh? didnt even bought anything other than an album! i guess when you're enjoying, you really cant tell huh?! haha! wells, looks on the bright side! at least my money is given to christ and not other nonsense stuff that i used to spend! Besides, I'm merely adding another collection to my iPod! cool !

And so.. now's the time for mugging once again... with exams round the corner, i really have to burn some midnight oil! if only i could burn my fats instead... haiz! haha, oh wells! gotta do more reading up and when its all over! once agian.... ITS PARTY TIME! Oh well, haha! thought this pic was kinda nice! effects!... not the girl on the right! haha, jk jk jk jk !!! . . .

Army...

Whoa! I've received my enlistment letter.. finally! was beginning to wonder whether was there a army cork-up that they forgotten about me, that'll be good! haha! But unfortunately i've received it...

But hey! guess what? I went for my medical check-up and was referred to as Pes B status. However, i thought that i would be somewhere in tekong serving my PTP and BMT as i'm probably over-weight and cant run for nuts! But God blessed me with The Green Letter with The Blue Logo! Haha, opening up the letter was a letter from the Police Academy! haha! yep, you guessed it right! i'm serving my NS as a policeman! haha, super slack job sia!
The only thing that i'll be doing in there would be writing loads of compositions of missing cats, disturbing neighbours and missing properties! haha! with air-conditioned enviroment, the only thing that'll get fitter and more muscular would be my fingers on the keyboard! oh wells, thats if i'm transferred to NPC that is...

Life's a confusing conundrum of emotions!!! Somtimes i just dont understand certain people and the way they handle life and situations... A moment they can miss you like crazy and yearn for you. The next moment they can push all sorts of blame on you even when they're the ones at fault... I need Shiraz!!! Sorry if i seem a little vexed... just thought i'd feel better writing them down...

Oh wells, guess i'll stop here... gotta go train a little and be physically prepared for NS! haha, ciao!

Chalet ! ! !

Whoa! it certainly was a fun filled chill-out 'event' us! Though we spent one night together... i felt very tired... ... ... ... you were good... ... ... ... you were strong... ... ... we were quick... ... ... ... your skills were formidable... ... ... but speed was something that we needed to compromise... ... ... ... we need to do it slow the next time... capche? ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

I bet you guys were thinking of something naughty!!! sicko! I'm referring to the chalet that me and 5 of other cool pals were in... and NO! it aint some mass or**!!!! @#$%^&* OMG, you're sick... haha... oh wells, anyway... as i was saying... we had a chalet at pasir ris and damn was it good! now let me explain why i said those stuff in paragraph 1... haiz.. you people...

It was tired! yeah, with looney people around, we cant help but laugh as it was the last day on earth! i bet everyone's plug was a little loose that day! haha, but hell it was good eh!

Strong? haha, my arm was still aching from the rugby game at sentosa and to see my pals able to throw those RUGBY balls truly impressed me... haha!!!

We were quick? haha, i dont mean quick but "quick"... on sun, we sat at mac's after breakfast and were contemplating where to head off next and it took us only an hour on the average to make out out mind! haha!!! guess thats what they call 'shag'...

Time: well... of course time was something that we lacked... we had only 2 days you know to actually chill and prepare for our death toll called the final exams.. obviously i hope that there would be more time for us to really chill!

Skills? haha! this one i gotta share... we went swimming at jurong, elle learnt something. its called the back-somersault! haha, wanna learn? just sit on a float and ask your pals to push you from the front! haha, you'll end up doing a back-flip into the pool! haha... kinda stooopid... but fun...

so thats about all for the CHALET! gotta do this more than often if the chance arises... well, we took enough photos to be used as wallpapers all around your room... but here are some of them! enjoy!!! i'll upload more of it in the next entry when my friends sent them to me! yohoo!!!

Waa... finally!!!!

Haha!!! OMG!!! i finally manged to update my blog in a million years! brilliant!!! Sorry folks, studying for my exams have certainly kept me at the edges of my chair! but now that its over, seems that lots and lots of things have happened... and its really hard for me to tell ya all of it, i'll try though... haha! here goes...


Went out a few days ago to the beach with some dudes and "babes" . Its been a while since i've went to sentosa... But man! Sitting on tramps while we're still soaking wet was sure my first! haha, i guess its time like these where we really enjoy ourselves!!! haha!! MAN! i just cant get enough of it!!!

think about 2 days ago i went to a jazz concert at Dbl O to watch some jap guy play some songs on the Electone err.... if you call them songs that is... haha! but i guess it was the after show where things got a little more fun. Brought marie for her first pubbing experience! and boy did she go through a flaming night! just a glass of strawberry margaritta and lychee marttini, she got high!!! haha...

Just yesterday, i went to Baybeat and watch those band performing their "coolest" songs! haha, but seriously... who in the hell is Electrico?! I had absolutely no idea why everyone were so crazed by them! All i know was that benny, clarence and me certainly had a hard time trying to repel some possessed people who were having their riot rituals! throwing people around and whacking one another was not the kind of reaction i thought it should be in a rock concert! OMG! haha, bu the fun part was those ice-kacang la... cool, relaxed, chill.... whiew! haha, not to mention the night adventure trying to get home...

So i guess so much so for those updates! ha, oh ya! and another one! this wed, for all those who are interested, there's a chalet going on at pasir ris, just come down and mess things up!!! Erm, there's food, booze and "entertainers"! haha... so just drop me a call or msg if you guys wanna come down ya!!!

Planning soo much stuff for all kinds of outings! hey! i gotta start my engine and pump up my lights! gotta study for finals!!! at least let me pass and i'll jump up with joy! haha! in the meantime, i'm enjoying where there's still a chance!!! will update soon again!!!